There's dirt in my nails From scraping the walls I thought I hit bottom So why am I still falling I know who I am I didn't forget But I just need belief That I won't give up yet
But God this is all feeling so hard Why am I lost, out in the dark Why am I struggling, just to keep standing Tears won't stop coming and I don't understand it Maybe it's true, that I'm getting stronger But this really hurts me, I'm crying mercy I'm crying mercy
I'm too hard on myself I never let myself fail But then my body screams help And my mind wants to bail I just want to be real Stop pretending I'm good And feel what I feel Not what I think should
But oh God, this is all feeling so hard Why am I lost, out in the dark Why did you leave me all alone Facing the worst pain that I've known Maybe it's true, that I'm getting stronger But this really hurts me, I'm crying mercy I'm crying mercy
Come on love me now Come on love me now Come on love me now Come on help me out Come on help me out Come on help me out Help me out
I'm crying mercy On my knees mercy Mercy Mercy Mercy
Come on love me now Come on love me now Come on love me now Love me now I'm crying mercy On my knees mercy Mercy
