It took so long to remember just what happened
I was so young and vestal then, you know it hurt me
But I'm breathing, so I guess I'm still alive
Even if signs seem to tell me otherwise
I've got my hands bound
And my head down
And my eyes closed
My throat's wide open
I do unto others what has been done to me
Do unto others what has been done to you
I'm treading water
I need to sleep a while
My lamb and martyr
You look so precious
(Won't you) Won't you come on up closer,
Close enough so I can smell you?
I need you to feel this
I can't stand to burn too long
Release in sodomy
For one sweet moment I am whole
I do unto you now what has been done to me
Do unto you now what has been done
You're breathing so I guess you're still alive
Even if signs seem to tell me otherwise
(Won't you) Won't you come on up closer,
Close enough so I can smell you?
I need you to feel this
I need this to make me whole
Relief in sodomy
I'm your witness that blood and flesh can be trusted and
Have you witnessed that blood and flesh can be trusted?
And only this one holy medium brings me peace of mind
Got your hands bound
And your head down
And your eyes closed
You look so precious now
I have found some kind of temporary sanity in this
Shit, blood and cum on my hands
I've come round full circle
My lamb and martyr
This will be over soon
You look so precious
You look so precious
You look so precious
You look so precious
You look so precious now
You look so precious