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    Tom MacDonald - The System

  2. 2

    Tom MacDonald - Can't Cancel All Of Us

  3. 3

    Tom MacDonald - Race War (feat. Adam Calhoun)

  4. 4

    Tom MacDonald - FACTS (feat. Ben Shapiro)

  5. 5

    Tom MacDonald - Man In The Sky

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    Tom MacDonald - God Mode

  7. 7

    Tom MacDonald - Trying To Kill Me

  8. 8

    Tom MacDonald - Black & White (feat. Adam Calhoun & Dax)

  9. 9

    Tom MacDonald - Blame The Rappers (feat. DAX)

  10. 10

    Tom MacDonald - American Flags (feat. Adam Calhoun)

  11. 11

    Tom MacDonald - Chrome (feat. Adam Calhoun & Nova Rockafeller)

  12. 12

    Tom MacDonald - Fake Woke

  13. 13

    Tom MacDonald - Hang On

  14. 14

    Tom MacDonald - People So Stupid

  15. 15

    Tom MacDonald - Superman

  16. 16

    Tom MacDonald - We Aint Cowboys (feat. Nova Rockafeller)

  17. 17

    Tom MacDonald - Bad News (feat. Madchild & Nova Rockafeller)

  18. 18

    Tom MacDonald - Best Rapper Ever

  19. 19

    Tom MacDonald - Cloned Rappers

  20. 20

    Tom MacDonald - Clown World

  21. 21

    Tom MacDonald - Don't Look Down

  22. 22

    Tom MacDonald - Dummies

  23. 23

    Tom MacDonald - Goodbye Joe (feat. Nova Rockafeller)

  24. 24

    Tom MacDonald - Names

  25. 25

    Tom MacDonald - WHITEBOY

  26. 26

    Tom MacDonald - Whiteboyz (feat. Adam Calhoun)

  27. 27

    Tom MacDonald - Your America (feat. Adam Calhoun)

  28. 28

    Tom MacDonald - America

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    Tom MacDonald - American Dreamz

  30. 30

    Tom MacDonald - Anarchy (Spoken Word)

  31. 31

    Tom MacDonald - Angels

  32. 32

    Tom MacDonald - Anxiety (Spoken Word)

  33. 33

    Tom MacDonald - Ashes

  34. 34

    Tom MacDonald - Balloons

  35. 35

    Tom MacDonald - Beautiful Day

  36. 36

    Tom MacDonald - Boom Bap 101

  37. 37

    Tom MacDonald - Brainwashed

  38. 38

    Tom MacDonald - Buttholes

  39. 39

    Tom MacDonald - Cancelled

  40. 40

    Tom MacDonald - Cancer

  41. 41

    Tom MacDonald - Castles

  42. 42

    Tom MacDonald - Church (feat. Brandon Hart & Nova Rockafeller)

  43. 43

    Tom MacDonald - Coronavirus

  44. 44

    Tom MacDonald - Daddy's Home (feat. Roseanne Barr)

  45. 45

    Tom MacDonald - Danger (feat. Nova Rockafeller)

  46. 46

    Tom MacDonald - Dear God

  47. 47

    Tom MacDonald - Dear Rappers

  48. 48

    Tom MacDonald - Dear Slim

  49. 49

    Tom MacDonald - Dirty Money

  50. 50

    Tom MacDonald - End Of The World (feat. John Rich)

  51. 51

    Tom MacDonald - Everybody Hates Me

  52. 52

    Tom MacDonald - Everybody Needs Me

  53. 53

    Tom MacDonald - Exposure

  54. 54

    Tom MacDonald - Fake Fans

  55. 55

    Tom MacDonald - Fighter

  56. 56

    Tom MacDonald - Ghost

  57. 57

    Tom MacDonald - Hangman

  58. 58

    Tom MacDonald - Heart Emojis (feat. Brandon Hart & Nova Rockafeller)

  59. 59

    Tom MacDonald - Helluvit

  60. 60

    Tom MacDonald - Heroes

  61. 61

    Tom MacDonald - I Can't Sleep

  62. 62

    Tom MacDonald - I Hate Hip Hop

  63. 63

    Tom MacDonald - I Wish

  64. 64

    Tom MacDonald - I'm Sorry

  65. 65

    Tom MacDonald - If I Was Black

  66. 66

    Tom MacDonald - In God We Trust (feat. Adam Calhoun, Struggle Jennings & Nova Rockafeller)

  67. 67

    Tom MacDonald - Let It Snow (remix)

  68. 68

    Tom MacDonald - Mac Lethal Sucks

  69. 69

    Tom MacDonald - Me vs. You

  70. 70

    Tom MacDonald - Mirrors (feat. Adam Calhoun)

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    Tom MacDonald - New World Order (feat. Adam Calhoun)

  72. 72

    Tom MacDonald - No Good Bastards (feat. Nova Rockafeller & Brandon Hart)

  73. 73

    Tom MacDonald - No Lives Matter

  74. 74

    Tom MacDonald - No Response

  75. 75

    Tom MacDonald - Not Alone (Spoken Word)

  76. 76

    Tom MacDonald - Pain In My Ass

  77. 77

    Tom MacDonald - Politically Incorrect

  78. 78

    Tom MacDonald - Riot

  79. 79

    Tom MacDonald - Sad Rappers

  80. 80

    Tom MacDonald - Scars

  81. 81

    Tom MacDonald - Sheeple

  82. 82

    Tom MacDonald - Shooters (Demo)

  83. 83

    Tom MacDonald - Snowflakes

  84. 84

    Tom MacDonald - Sober (feat. MadChild & Nova Rockafeller)

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    Tom MacDonald - Straight White Male

  86. 86

    Tom MacDonald - Stronger Version

  87. 87

    Tom MacDonald - The Hard Way

  88. 88

    Tom MacDonald - The Machine

  89. 89

    Tom MacDonald - The Music Industry

  90. 90

    Tom MacDonald - The Way I Am

  91. 91

    Tom MacDonald - This House

  92. 92

    Tom MacDonald - Us Against The World

  93. 93

    Tom MacDonald - War Is Coming (Spoken Word)

  94. 94

    Tom MacDonald - Wild Horses (feat. Nova Rockafeller)

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    Tom MacDonald - Withdrawals

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    Tom MacDonald - You Missed

Balloons

Tom MacDonald

I miss the days when no one even knew my name
Now everywhere I go, I wear a hat to hide my face
I got weapons hidden inside every room in my place
Now I have to keep a pistol on me always just in case
This is a nightmare, never expected the fame
To be something I would wrestle with and fight to embrace
Sometimes I feel like the love I get's outweighed by the hate
I hid the tears, but I can't hide from the pain
I'm workin' 20-hour days, can't even lie to y'all, I'm burnt out
I sleep on my weight bench, tryna find the strength to work out
Should be happy I'm successful, I just went and bought my first house
Thought money would help, cure my depression, but it's worse, how?
Tired of it, lucky I don't have a manager 'cause I'd be firin' him
Tired of talkin' to other artists who just wanna tell me I'm inspirin' 'em
Parents keep tellin' me they have a kid and they're thankful the child is admirin' me
Great, you wanna know how I feel? I might kill myself before retiring

I'm in the clouds
I can't reach the ground
They're comin' in crowds
Blew me up like a balloon and let me

Go, watch me float away, well, I scream: No
Every time I get close, they pull out their phones
Like "Maybe this time we can see him explode"
Blew me up like a balloon and let me go
They all throwin' rocks 'cause they're tryna poke holes
They wanna see me pop, they don't wanna see me blow
They're the reason that I'm gone, they don't wanna see me blow
Blew me up like a balloon and left me

I miss the times when I could go outside
I didn't have to watch my back outta the corner of my eye
I didn't have to fake a smile and pose for pictures all the time
Can't even lie, I miss when time was really mine
Now I just belong to everybody else but me
These panic attacks are makin' it awful hard to breathe
Built a vocal booth inside the crib and stopped makin' beats
Don't even rap, I stand inside of it and scream
Like this is not what I expected, I worked my hands to the bone
And my anxiety is triggered by the apps on my phone
I tried deleting them, so the Internet would leave me alone
But the lack of attention made me feel worse than before
I'm sick of it all
The Internet watchin' me trip when I fall
Embarrassed that everyone witnesses all
My illness isn't real tired, man, I'm addicted to y'all
Rappers on Twitter don't get me at all
They're posing for photos with fans in the mall
I'm dying inside, pretending I'm strong
I'm not a celebrity, I am just Tom

I'm in the clouds
I can't reach the ground (huh)
They're comin' in crowds (fuck, I'm so scared)
Blew me up like a balloon and let me (I can't face it anymore)

Go, watch me float away, well, I scream: No
Every time I get close, they pull out their phones
Like: Maybe this time we can see him explode
Blew me up like a balloon and let me go
They all throwin' rocks 'cause they're tryna poke holes
They wanna see me pop, they don't wanna see me blow
They're the reason that I'm gone, they don't wanna see me blow
Blew me up like a balloon and left me

I miss the years when every Friday wasn't spent with my therapist
Then I realized I hated fame and accept that I'm scared of it
I got Ativan, Cipralex, Xanax and Seraquel
In a Tupperware container, I don't touch, I just stare at 'em
Breathin' exercises supposed to help me to cope
But nothin' works quite as good as a bottle of Jack and a smoke
I try to focus on my breath, but it gets stuck in my throat
This never happened back when I was young and happy and broke
I never thought I'd be the rapper all these rappers tried to be
Posting twenty times a day, now I don't have no privacy
Meeting with these major labels, CEOs with giant teams
If y'all wanna do business, why are y'all tryna lie to me?
I'm bored of the fame
Every time it feels fresh again I'm gettin' more of the same
Interviewers think they know who I am
They made up their mind before I explain
Well, because you asked so nice, I guess I'll tell
Ain't been feelin' too hot lately, Jim, is there anything else? Great
'Cause lately every day I feel like I'm livin' in hell
I'm glad the music helps you, but I might really kill myself
When this magazine gets printed, can you send one to my house?
I'd like to own a tiny piece of me like everybody else

Go, watch me float away, well, I scream: No
Every time I get close, they pull out their phones
Like: Maybe this time we can see him explode
Blew me up like a balloon and let me go
They all throwin' rocks 'cause they're tryna poke holes
They wanna see me pop, they don't wanna see me blow
They're the reason that I'm gone, they don't wanna see me blow
Blew me up like a balloon and left me

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