Maybe we should just pretend we don't exist
Pretend this isn't it 'cause I don't want to
Wrap in these memories no more, no more
Truth is I'm not afraid to be alone again
I know it never ends but this time
I feel better than I did before, before
The grass is always greener on the other side
I see it but what, what if I get there and it's dead?
What if it's all just in my head, no-no?
And I'm just holding bad habits on you
Always thinking it'd be better here without you
I just wanna feel a little more than I do right now with you
And I'm just holding bad habits on you
But you're coming up like maybe you don't want me to
All I ever did was try my best loving you
I'm such a fool and I'm just holding bad
Funny that I just, I let you take my hand
I shouldn't have let you in
And I've been running in circles, didn't want to let go, let go
Do you think I could change?
'Cause I don't know the truth, so how could I refuse?
Every time I'm running back again for more, for more
The grass is always greener on the other side
I see it but what, what if I get there and it's dead?
What if it's all just in my head, no-no?
And I'm just holding bad habits on you
Always thinking it'd be better here without you
I just wanna feel a little more than I do right now with you
And I'm just holding bad habits on you
But you're coming up like maybe you don't want me to
All I ever did was try my best loving you
I'm such a fool and I'm just holding bad
