I cannot breathe
My anxiety has tightened my throat
I feel my stomach twist inside of me
All I hear is the blood rushing through my veins
A veiled shadow is all I see
Dread turns to bliss
Bliss turns to rage
I see no escape
Like I'm trapped in a cage
No answers within
They never have been
Fed up with life
Where my emotions were king
My mind keeps running in circles for days
I can't find a way out of there
Damned be my life
Damned be my crown
Damned be it all
If I can't find my calm
How much longer do I have to endure
The horrors of this spiritual torture?
Then I saw in a brief moment of clarity
A faint light piercing the darkness
It soon faded away
But now I knew there might be a way out
Out of the nightmare
My life had become
The downward spiral
Since the day I was born
My wretched nature from which I couldn't escape
The eternal horror
That was to be my fate
And once again the darkness
Surrounds me as I am left to my own misery
And I hear a cold laughter
As I fall to my knees
As I colapse I finally see
The answer was always in front of me
Now that I have come undone
I will rise as reborn
And face the storms again
Nothing has changed
My emotions flare up as before
Was it all for naught?
The haunted I was is not who I am
You were once me, but not anymore
Be silente and still
And heed my command
From this day forth
This insurgence must end
The raging storm
Cannot hide the way I must go
I found the way out of here
