I could feel my heart beating right down to my toes
I wanted to believe till it got a little old
The spiders in my tummy told me no, no, no
I hit the ground running, baby, now I'm gone, gone, gone
Maybe I'm not that strong
Ever since my twenty-fifth birthday last year
I've been a little lost, a little knocked out of gear
Racing through my dreams when I never learned to steer
I guessed that Sunday I'd know what to do
But my mama told me that's not true
Now I feel like I'm losing to all the choices to choose from
I fought so hard to win
But, baby, not like this, oh my God
I've lost my sense of self
And my security, oh-la-la
I keep on, keep on, keep on telling these lies
But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night
A quarter for assurance isn't too bad a price
Cutting off my ambulance to veer to the right
I wanted you to hear me, so I cried all night
I just wanted someone to tell me that I'd be okay
No one's ever talked to me that way
Now I feel like I'm losing to all the choices to choose from
I fought so hard to win
But, baby, not like this, oh my God
I've lost my sense of self
My security, oh-la-la
I keep on, keep on, keep on telling these lies
But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night
I keep on, keep on, keep on telling these lies
But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night
