When I first started this journey of writing this album
All I thought of was just making, you know, good songs
I want the drums to be like this, and the keys to be like this, and the guitar to be like this
And then I came across this title, Girl Disrupted, and I loved it so much
But little did I know that that shit was actually gonna happen to me in life for real
And so here I am, you know, towards the end of
Finishing my album, creating my album, and then that's where I went through
Probably the most craziest shit that I ever went through in my whole entire life
(Suffer with depression, I suffer with depression)
So this album for me is more than just music
It's more than just music
Love
Loyalty
And liberation
Girl disrupted
I lost a fight with my heart
I lost my way in the dark
On a roller coaster, up and down
But look at me now, look at me now
Got the whole world looking at me, feeling crazy
Hard times in my feelings, suffocating
[?] Like they made me
I've been waiting on this moment for a long time
And I'mma be damned if I let 'em count me out
And I'm betting on myself
Oh, and living without a care
Go on, sit back and watch 'em stare
Oh, I am living without a care
Brand new me
I know that you got your eyes on me
So hey bitch, hey bitch, hey bitch, hey bitch
Back to the stars
Miles away in a broken car
I lost my bet tryna find myself
But now I'm back like I never left
I had the whole world looking at me, feeling crazy
Hard times in my feelings, suffocating
[?] Like they made me
But I've been waiting on this moment for a long time
And imma be damned if I let 'em count me out, yeah
And I'm betting on myself
Oh, and living without a care
Go on, sit back and watch 'em stare
Oh, I am living without a care
Oh, living without a care
Oh, I am living without a care
Brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new me, living without a care
Brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new me, living without a care
Brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new, brand new me, yeah
Brand new me, living without a care
