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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Late December
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Curtain Call
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Self Help Specialist Ends Own Life
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - With High Hopes And Clipped Wings
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - ... And My Faded Reflection In Your Eyes
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - 911 Call: “Help I’ve Overdosed on Philosophy!”
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Absolutely Absolute Absolution
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Allow Us To Set The Scene (feat. iRis.EXE)
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - An Introduction For People Who Hate Introductions
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - And The Two Slipped Into The Shadows
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Anything To Take Me Anywhere But Here
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Armed With Their Teeth
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Atrocities From a Story Book Perspective
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Chewing The Scenery
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Disdain Coupled With a Wide Smile
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Dissertation Of An Idle Voice
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Fashion Statements of the Socially Aware
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Have You Lost The Plot?
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - I Am a Trans-Continental Railroad, Please Run a Train on Me
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Intersecting Storylines To The Same Tragedy
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Jimmy Buffett Doesn’t Even Surf
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Life As a Soap Opera Plot, 26 Years Running (feat. Keith Buckley)
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Losing Sight Of The Exit...
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Lubricant Like Kerosene (feat. Kim Dracula)
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Melodrama Between Two Entirely Bored Individuals
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Misinterpreting Constellations
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - No Words, No Compensating Lies
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Ouroboros As An Overused Metaphor
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Pep Talk From a Nihilist
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Prolonging The Inevitable Forever
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Put On a Show, Don't Let Them See You Fall
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Red Wine And Discontent
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Respite For A Tragic Tale (feat. iRis.EXE)
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Rhythm And Rapture (feat. nothing,nowhere)
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Sharpen What You Can (feat. Shaolin G)
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Silhouettes In Motion
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Sister With A Gun
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Soap Opera Stardom Is a Single Tear Drop Away
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Stop Calling Us Screamo
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - Subtle Whispers To Take Your Breath Away
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - The End To a Brief Moment Of Lasting Intimacy
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - The Peace In Disillusion
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - The Phoenix Must Reset
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - The Romance Of Affliction
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - To The Dance Floor For Shelter (feat. Courtney LaPlante)
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - With Arms That Bind And Lips That Lock
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - You Can’t Get Goose Justice in a Fox Court, Just Spit on the Judge
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SeeYouSpaceCowboy - You Don’t Understand, the Liquor Is Calling the Shots Now, Randy Bobandy
Late December
SeeYouSpaceCowboy
But I already knew that you were gone
Confirmation stabbed in me, cracking out until all parts of me collapsed
And any semblance of hope turned to ash
I can't count how many times I thought of following you
Almost wishing each new wave of agony
Would finally push me to the end
I know that you'll never hear the message I left
But I still wish we could exchange words and laughs
One more time
Or that I could even hear your voice, your breath responding to mine
There are so many things I wish I could say in that moment
Or the last time that we spoke
When I was really the last voice that you heard on this Earth
No one asked why we all saw the pain in your eyes that you tried to hide with a smile
It was such a beautiful smile
We never
Never believed in heaven
But I still
Hope you are in that house by the beach
No, no more
Pain in this life
You can rest now
But I miss you
They said you looked so peaceful
And I don’t know if I wish I could have seen you like that
No struggle, no pain, you’re unchained from this earth
But all I can picture in my mind is an angel in the rope
I'm so sorry that I couldn't help you
I wanted you to be free from the tangled thorns
I want to go back, back to a time
When our hearts beat as one
In the end I can't accept
That I'm still here and you're not
