Well I can't believe what I've done
Unlocked the door to my secret place
Thrust onto me with arrows to my heart
The inevitable: my soul's ripped apart
Fascination, once again, controls me
It's like a wish, or a dream; a nightmare, before me
The fears of the joy torture my emotion
Why can't this bliss last forever more
And I, can't stand the thought of life
Spent without your wicked eyes
Spent without our precious fights
Spent without your tainted lies
Spent without a restless night
Spent without your love in mine
I dwell upon the moment when you beg for a kiss
Hesitation: I know what it is
It runs in circles in my mind
Which man to blame in me
I'll never find
And I, can't stand the thought of life
Spent without your wicked eyes
Spent without our precious fights
Spent without your tainted lies
Spent without a restless night
Spent without your love in mine
Share this poison with me
