I hurt myself today To see if i still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But i remember everything - What have i become? My sweetest friend Everyone i know Goes away in the end - You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt - I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here - What have i become? My sweetest friend Everyone i know Goes away in the end You could call have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If i could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way