Alright, so this is really fucked up, but
Alright, I was sleeping next to him, but
I was dreaming about the other dude
And then all of a sudden, everything that he fucking did just made me cringe
And it was so hard to fall in, but so easy just to fall back right out again
This whole time, I could give to you and
I could paint you pictures, but I guess I could just never write a song and then
Maybe I'd never fell out of love with him in the first place
I mean, I, I don't wanna feel this feeling 'cause my energy's just so strong that
I don't know if I'm creating this or this is actually what is meant to be
And you know that, they say that you gotta think what you want into existence
But, you know, I haven't been too good at making decisions, so
I have no idea what the fuck I want, I guess
You're giving me a feeling in my head
(Laying in my bed just thinking)
Not really feeling like the one I want
(Takes everything in me not to call him)
I really, really, really want it too
(I told all my friends I'm moving on)
Your baby talk is creeping me out
(Fuck me so you stop baby talking)
You know what? In the beginning it was like
We were fucking homies and shit
And then all of a sudden you started with some fucking baby goo-goo tongue down my fucking throat, I mean
Even in front of your mom
Dude, as if I'm not fucking awkward enough
I mean, you put me in these fucking situations where
I look like a dumbass bitch and I'm not a fucking dumbass bitch
You know, like, I hate all that fucking PDA
I probably hate it more than your fucking friends do
You know, it's sweet, and you couldn't be more opposite of my last dickhead, but
You know, I just, I don't know if I can get over the fucking goo
You keep saying again and again
(We're laying in my bed just talking)
And now I, now I can't hold it back
(I'm feeling like I'm gonna vomit)
I don't really wanna let go of you
(I heard I change my mind way too often)
Your baby talk is creeping me out
(Fuck me so you stop baby talking)
Alright, so
I'm gonna be honest
It's the super cutey shit, that's the main issue here
I mean, I'm fucking what?
Look, I like when you send me, you know
The, the queen emoji, but when I send back the monkey
You know the ones with the, the hands over the eyes?
That means that shit's just getting a little too weird for me
I mean, I don't wanna say it in person
I just bury my head in your armpit which weirdly smells good and
Your hair and your fucking teeth
Like, why the fuck would I wanna lick your teeth? But I do
And remember there was that one time that I had like a 15 minute
Well, that was kind of the best thing in the entire world, so
You know, maybe I could just get past this shit
And I could get used to someone giving a fuck and then
I'm sorry I called you a creep and that thing about the vomit
I mean, look, I'm really starting to be in this whole thing
But no matter what you do, homegirl can't handle the fucking goo
Fuck me so you'll stop baby talking
(Fuck me so you'll stop baby talking)
Fuck me so you'll stop baby talking
(Fuck me so you'll stop baby talking)
I don't really wanna get over you
(I heard I change my mind way too often)
Baby talk is creeping me out
(Fuck me so you'll stop baby talking)
