I should be doing better You've made that really clear I'm just so sad It comes off as insincere And I don't think it matters, matters to you There's always something more that I could do
It doesn't even matter 'Cause I don't wanna go To college or to Heaven or to anywhere alone Nothing really matters from my point of view Sitting here and watching it unfold with you You
I'm really doing better And that's a crazy thing I really thought that by this time this year I'd be deceased I'm trying really hard to figure it out But everything's just crumbling, crumbling down
It doesn't fucking matter If I don't wanna go To college or to Heaven or to anywhere alone Nothing really matters from my point of view Sitting here and watching it all burn with you On the goddamn news with you
