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Pain of Salvation - This Heart Of Mine (I Pledge)
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Pain of Salvation - Undertow
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Pain of Salvation - Second Love
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Pain of Salvation - The Passing Light of Day
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Pain of Salvation - Cribcaged
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Pain of Salvation - Beyond The Pale
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Pain of Salvation - Sisters
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Pain of Salvation - A Trace Of Blood
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Pain of Salvation - If This is the End
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Pain of Salvation - Linoleum
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Pain of Salvation - The Perfect Element
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Pain of Salvation - Where It Hurts
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Pain of Salvation - Ashes
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Pain of Salvation - Falling Home
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Pain of Salvation - Fandango
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Pain of Salvation - Iter Impius
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Pain of Salvation - Meaningless
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Pain of Salvation - Reasons
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Pain of Salvation - Disco Queen
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Pain of Salvation - Handful of Nothing
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Pain of Salvation - Icon
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Pain of Salvation - Mrs Modern Mother Mary
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Pain of Salvation - Of Dust
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Pain of Salvation - Panther
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Pain of Salvation - Scarsick
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Pain of Salvation - Silent Gold
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Pain of Salvation - Tell Me You Don't Know
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Pain of Salvation - America
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Pain of Salvation - Animae Partus
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Pain of Salvation - Brickwork II (This Heart Of Mine)
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Pain of Salvation - Dea Pecuniae
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Pain of Salvation - Dedication
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Pain of Salvation - Deus Nova
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Pain of Salvation - Ending Theme
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Pain of Salvation - Flame To The Moth
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Pain of Salvation - Gone
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Pain of Salvation - Idioglossia
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Pain of Salvation - Inside
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Pain of Salvation - Lilium Cruentus
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Pain of Salvation - New Year's Eve
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Pain of Salvation - Nightmist
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Pain of Salvation - No Way
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Pain of Salvation - Omni
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Pain of Salvation - On a Tuesday
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Pain of Salvation - Plains Of Dawn
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Pain of Salvation - Reconciliation
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Pain of Salvation - Remedy Lane
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Pain of Salvation - Sleeping Under The Stars
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Pain of Salvation - Softly She Cries
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Pain of Salvation - Spitfall
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Pain of Salvation - The Deeper Cut
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Pain of Salvation - The Physics of Gridlock
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Pain of Salvation - Used
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Pain of Salvation - Vocari Dei
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Pain of Salvation - Wait
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Pain of Salvation - ! (Foreword)
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Pain of Salvation - 1979
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Pain of Salvation - Accelerator
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Pain of Salvation - Angels Of Broken Things
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Pain of Salvation - Animae Partus (tardução)
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Pain of Salvation - Beyond The Mirror
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Pain of Salvation - Black Hills
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Pain of Salvation - Break Darling Break
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Pain of Salvation - Brickwork I (Leaving Entropia)
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Pain of Salvation - Brickwork IV (Descend 1)
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Pain of Salvation - Brickwork IX (Ashes)
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Pain of Salvation - Brickwork VIII (Second Love)
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Pain of Salvation - Chain Sling
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Pain of Salvation - Circles
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Pain of Salvation - Conditioned
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Pain of Salvation - Curiosity
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Pain of Salvation - Darkness Of Mine
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Pain of Salvation - Diffidentia
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Pain of Salvation - Dryad Of The Woods
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Pain of Salvation - Eleven
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Pain of Salvation - Enter Rain
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Pain of Salvation - Falling
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Pain of Salvation - Full Throttle Tribe
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Pain of Salvation - Hallelujah
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Pain of Salvation - Healing Now
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Pain of Salvation - Her Voices
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Pain of Salvation - Holy Diver
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Pain of Salvation - Home
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Pain of Salvation - Idiocracy
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Pain of Salvation - If You Wait
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Pain of Salvation - Imago (Homines Partus)
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Pain of Salvation - In The Flesh
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Pain of Salvation - Innocence
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Pain of Salvation - Inside Out
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Pain of Salvation - Keen To a Fault
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Pain of Salvation - King Of Loss
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Pain of Salvation - Kingdom of Loss
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Pain of Salvation - Leaving Entropia (Epilogue)
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Pain of Salvation - Martius
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Pain of Salvation - Martius / Nauticus II
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Pain of Salvation - Morning On Earth
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Pain of Salvation - Mortar Grind
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Pain of Salvation - Nauticus (Drifting)
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Pain of Salvation - Never Learn To Fly
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Pain of Salvation - Nihil Morari
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Pain of Salvation - Oblivion Ocean
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Pain of Salvation - Of Salt
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Pain of Salvation - Of Two Beginnings
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Pain of Salvation - People Passing By
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Pain of Salvation - Perfect Day
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Pain of Salvation - Pilgrim
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Pain of Salvation - Restless Boy
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Pain of Salvation - Revival
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Pain of Salvation - Road Salt
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Pain of Salvation - Road Salt Theme
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Pain of Salvation - Rope Ends
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Pain of Salvation - She Likes To Hide
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Pain of Salvation - Shore Serenity
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Pain of Salvation - Song For The Innocent
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Pain of Salvation - Species
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Pain of Salvation - Spirit of the Land
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Pain of Salvation - Stress
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Pain of Salvation - The Big Machine
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Pain of Salvation - The Taming Of a Beast
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Pain of Salvation - Thorn Clown
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Pain of Salvation - Through The Distance
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Pain of Salvation - Timeweaver's Tale
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Pain of Salvation - To The End
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Pain of Salvation - To The Shoreline
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Pain of Salvation - Tongue of God
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Pain of Salvation - Unfuture
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Pain of Salvation - Waking Every God
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Pain of Salvation - Water
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Pain of Salvation - What She Means to Me
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Pain of Salvation - Winning a War
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Pain of Salvation - Yellow Raven
Rope Ends
Pain of Salvation
Another day of emptiness
This life is wearing her down
The room around her is a mess
Her children safe with her mom
She is still young but feeling old
Two children with different fathers
She sits on the bathroom floor alone
The shower chain broke
Her neck hurts
Then another night of emptiness to wear her down
Naked to the world, she wraps her sadness in a gown
Her children fast asleep, she sears the dark with glassy eyes
Choosing carefully among her husband's business ties
Over! She cries through rope ends and silk ties
Beautiful life escaping her young blue eyes
Over! She cries through rope ends and silk ties
But life hold her hand, refusing to let go
Beautiful life escaping her young blue eyes
Leaving her breathing on the floor
They're still asleep, don't hear her cry
And she's still obsessed with rope ends
This time she picks a stronger tie
With Winnie the pooh and friends
She is still young but feeling old
A child dying to be a mother
Now she hangs from the ceiling all alone
All pressure is falling from her
Seeing guilt has taught her guilt, she's raised on disbelief
Merely twenty, beautiful, but with a taste for grief
She has learnt all that there is to know about hopelessness
Seeing that no effort in this world can stand her test
Over! She cries through rope ends and silk ties
And Winnie is strong, would never let her fall
Beautiful life escaping her young blue eyes
Prevents her from breathing till she's not there at all
Over! She cries through rope ends and silk ties
But life holds her hands, refusing to let go
Beautiful life escaping her young blue eyes
Leaving her breathing on the floor
Seeing guilt has taught her guilt, she's raised on disbelief
Merely twenty, beautiful, but with a taste for grief
She has learnt all that there is to know about helplessness
Seeing that no caring in this world can ease her stress
Helpless, she lies in rope ends and undies
The ceiling let go, the old house let her fall
Unseeing eyes fixating eyore's smile
Dropping her breathing to the hard cold floor
Over! She cries as she's going unblind
Hittin' her head, a broken china soul
Still in this life, still in this troubled mind
Red stains on porcelain and she's not there at all
Breathing, she cries for rope ends and silk ties
Blackened and bruised, learning how to see
Beautiful eyes piglet stands shy behind
[Staring at her tooth - crimsoned ivory]
Broken, she lies undead and unblind
Hours they pass this broken china soul
Beautiful life, beautiful crying young eyes
Red stains on porcelain and she's not there at all
And years later I would find you hanging
Alas, the subtle irony in shortening life with an extension lead
Before I could get you down, I died so many times
Thoughts about running to the kitchen for a knife to cut you down
But I learned that there is no way of leaving the room
When someone is hanging from the ceiling
Your body just won't allow you that rest
You stay
To watch her face slowly turn blue
Finally, to let you weight add to hers
Doubling the burden
Awaking her to the burden
That brought her there in the first place
Life
They love and hurt, break and are broken, the sisters of solitude
They cannot shake the dust from the ground
Cannot rise from the ashes, the sisters of solitude
They reach out to embrace the world, good and evil, weak and strong
They will settle for nothing less, the sisters of solitude
They love that they be loved, give that they be given
Hurt that they get hurt, the sisters of solitude
Hence, one loses weight by the second
Throws up what she can instead of what she cannot
Hence, two have tried to hang themselves, too strong to shut life out
Yet too weak to live it
Hence, the little one disappears, melts into the walls, stands back
Agrees, unsatisfied
They all carry the end of the world in their chests
Heirs of sadness and irony, of settling for less, of bitter consent
Of mothers and mothers of solitude
They all carry to break free, the sisters of solitude
I fear them all so
I love them all so