Sometimes I don't wanna try I can't seem to smile, I can't seem to cry What is the point when I don't want to open my eyes Sorry for feeling this way A burden I know but what else can I say I'd rather you leave me, you know that you don't have to stay
I want to give up Let go of these chains Please leave me in peace And end this pain But I cannot be So selfish and flee Because
I may hate myself But I still love you Even if my pains gone It'll only pass on back to you I don't understand What you all see in me But you love me and I love you
I've had enough I want to be done The hurt in my heart Cannot be healed But I have to try I can't say goodbye Because
I may hate myself But I still love you Even if my pains gone It'll only pass on back to you I don't understand What you all see in me But you love me and I love you Maybe one day I'll love me too