I'm tripping over thoughts in my own mind
Comparing myself just to pass the time
I go from everything to nothing in the blink of an eye
And I wish that I didn't have so much ambition
Wish I could just relax without guilt admonition
My worth is achievements, so who am I?
I'm holding myself tight
Can't sleep through the night
They say my future's bright
I wish they were right
I-I wish my mind were mine
Wish I were satisfied
But I can't control
My thoughts as they come and my thumbs as they scroll
I-I wish my mind were mine
My head's not on my side
I hate to admit I'm losing my shit
Oh, mom, I quit
I'm tethered to my phone
You'd think it were my lover
I'm staring at myself till I am just another number
Make myself up for the show
But I guess I'll let it all go
I'm quitting giving in to all the expectations
Turning what I am into abbreviations
I'm not your convenient girl
I'm not a Barbie in this Barbie world, oh
I (I) can't sleep through the night
They say my future's bright
I wish they were right
I-I wish my mind were mine
Wish I were satisfied
But I can't control
My thoughts as they come and my thumbs as they scroll (ooh)
I-I wish my mind were mine (ooh)
My head's not on my side (ooh)
I hate to admit I'm losing my shit
Oh, mom, I quit
Sick to death of my explosions
Can't control my own emotions
Maybe I'm crazy
I-I wish my mind were mine
Wish I were satisfied
But I can't control
My thoughts as they come and my thumbs as they scroll (ooh)
I-I wish my mind were mine (ooh)
My head's not on my side (ooh)
I hate to admit I'm losing my shit
Oh, mom, I quit