It's a long fall
When you're at the top of your game and there's no one to blame
But your self-made man
You'd never understand and I'm not sure that I want you to
Now I sleep all day
Stuck in the same place that I was before you ever showed up
Things don't change all that much
Until you wake up and find out that you can't recognize where you grew up
And I'm still just as angry
But now I've got no outlets
You only understand me
If it's in a catchy chorus
Fuck you and all your letters
New pills and getting better
I've only got one burning question on my mind and it's
Do you miss me?
When you're falling asleep on the couch again?
Do you miss me?
Does my voice still reside in your head?
I'm not really sure if you've noticed, but the last fourteen to eighteen months
I've been stuck inside of a constant turmoil
Ultimately manifesting itself in the catastrophic breakdown that occurred between you and me
But as time goes on, I've realized that not everything is always my fault
And even though I might never find myself in a position to hear you out or forgive you
I still am constantly asking myself
Do you miss me?
When you're falling asleep on the couch again?
Do you miss me?
Does my voice still reside in your head
Like yours does in mine?
And in time
Along with the days, you'll fade away
As long as I stay inside
