Feeling everything in black and white Dreaming of a world where I feel alright But I can't Sick of fighting this feeling I think I'm drowning in it Losing sight of all meaning I think I'm lost within it
I am a shadow a ghost a shell of myself I have you to thank for the man I am today A coward a sinner and everything else And I have you to thank for the man I hate today Thanks to you I'm a sinical being with nothing left Thanks to you I would rather be bleeding than know the rest Thanks to you I can't sit with myself without a premonition Watch as I slowly decay into an apparition
Thanks to you all I feel is alone Thanks to you I will chose to die alone