I'mma break down soon In the same old room That I always do I feel so alone
Make some beats and smoke Pray I make it soon Pray they buy my shit Cause I'm so damn broke
Girl I'm so damn cold I might freeze to death Rollin' up some dope Smoking trees for stress
Fuck the life I had I don't want it back Fuck the friends I had They just made me sad
Now it's me and her Bout to fuck the world We don't need no help We came up from dirt
I still hate myself That's a side of me Wanna kill myself And I've tried I'm weak
Mom would drive me in Everytime I did I would ask to leave And they'd give me pills
That shit on repeat Every other week They would numb me down Till I couldn't speak
Lay me down I don't wanna die I can't sleep alone Need u here tonight
You were everything You were my God damn life Now it's all fucked up And I won't sleep tonight
I was snorting pills You were up all night I swear I couldn't feel I was so damn high
Liquor in my blood You were all I want I gave you everything I feel so unloved
You finally got exactly what you want You were off getting fucked and I was so fucked up Fuck the wedding ring fuck this life I lead Got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys
I dont wanna live Tried to kill myself Girl ill numb you too Take your life as well
I wanna watch you bleed She gets numb for me Lets kill ourselves So I can sleep
