I wish I was someone you could love
But your memories bring pain, only pain all around me
Reflections of sadness, I see in your eyes
I gave my all, but I couldn't reach you inside
I've come too far, knowing everything you've been through
I risked my heart, but you never could
Now I'm the one left shattered, scars deep in my soul
A car out of control, but I'm driving too slow
It's like driving a car, no brakes, no direction
A cliff ahead, I'm stuck in obsession
This feeling is suffocating, a never-ending dream
Waking up is not an option, just another wound to heal
Is it too late to turn back? Oh God, I try
But nothing feels right, just torment in disguise
Always the villain, at least in my mind
A cruel little game where love is left behind
I lie to no one but myself, it's my shelter
A fleeting escape, but I can't change what's melted away
The past remains the same, and I just want to move on
But it's a broken record, playing the wrong song
It's like holding a grenade, but it never explodes
Only the weight of silence, the loneliness grows
Endless suffering, can someone tell me why?
In this game of life, I'm the only one left behind
A broken heart, wandering in pieces
Trying to find a way, a way to believe
But every step is a risk, every dream disappears
Life is a maze, and I'm losing my way
It's like driving a car, no brakes, no direction
A cliff ahead, I'm stuck in obsession
This feeling is suffocating, a never-ending dream
Waking up is not an option, just another wound to heal
In this game of life, of losing and winning
I'm always the first one to get the beating
Can someone tell me what this shit must feel like?
A broken heart, and the pain won't let me go
