As I open my eyes, it's just too hard to see
I know it's real as I'm losing grip on reality
I will never know if dying is an act of God
Or do we even die in the first place?
Narcan induced, I feel like shit
Locked in a pharma-psychosis
Dead asleep but I'm wide awake
They try to pull the plug but what difference does it make?
I know it's hard
To accept my fate
You can't run forever
From the thoughts that keep on bothering me
Can't hide this feeling inside
Cause you'll be running forever
Try to wash away all of my pain
Feels like I'm running forever
I know it hurts so bad sometimes
But I'm forced to fucking feel
Every stab you put into me
I'm toe to toe with my enemy
Watch and listen as you force me to submission
And I never know the ending of your personal vision and I
I'm force fed the excess of content
Where are the voices of reason?
Break my will to live
And suffocate the cross to bear and force it into me
And I'm begging you to pull the plug and end all my suffering
The more I'm made to feel the pain
The vultures are circling
Can't hide this feeling inside me forever
How did I wake up and lose it all?
How did I wake up and lose it all?
Now I'm left with all these questions
And there's something growing inside of my mind
Instead I burned all of the contacts
Sealing my fate, relieving the context
So rest your head, the worlds gone to sleep
Fail
Think for yourself
And wake up
