I Only Smoke To Feel Bad

Okay, okay, okay, okay

Psychoanalyzing all of my decisions
In the middle of the night (night)
I'm revisiting the messages I sent to
That one guy back in July (ooh)

All my friends ask: What's the matter?
You seem so under the weather
They take drugs and they feel better
Not me

I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)
I get anxious, I go home (I'm sorry)
I don't know why I do that (I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
Is it something you outgrow? (Oh, no)

Endless cycle, feeling psycho
Watch some YouTube (sick)
I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)
I guess I like to feel bad (I'm sorry)

Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay
Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay

I think that I'm overthinking
Am I talking way too loud?
Wish I hadn't blurred my vision
Guys, I might be freaking out (ah)

All my friends ask: What's the matter?
You seem so under the weather
They take drugs and they feel better
Not me

I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)
I get anxious, I go home (I'm sorry)
I don't know why I do that (I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
Is it something you outgrow? (Oh, no)

Endless cycle, feeling psycho
Watch some YouTube (sick)
I only smoke to feel bad (okay, okay, okay, okay)
I guess I like to feel bad (I'm sorry)

Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay
Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay

I only smoke to
I only smoke to (I'm sorry)

Guess I like to feel bad, don't know why I do that
Guess I like to smoke until I'm choking on my own past
Guess I like to (feel bad, don't know why I do that)
Guess I like to (like the feeling of when I'm dreaming or am I-)

Guess I like to feel bad, don't know why I do that
Guess I like to smoke until I'm choking on my own past
Guess I like to (feel bad)
Guess I like to