I'm making friends with the silence I want to see what the darkness knows I'm sick of trying to fight it And taping my eyelids closed
I still recall the sound of the screaming I felt so at home, hyperventilating It was my solace Always thought that I was blind Till I opened my eyes
And then I was alone Perfectly alone And then I was alone Perfectly Wonderfully Awfully Beautifully Alone
I used to worship the chaos Bowed to the power of chainsaws Didn't need nothing from no God I always carried my own cross Writing and breaking my own laws
Sleeping in pools Swimming in a cold sweat Dreaming of rooms without any exits So claustrophobic Didn't know it was a lie Till I opened my eyes
And then I was alone Perfectly alone And then I was alone Perfectly Wonderfully Awfully Beautifully Alone
And then I was alone Perfectly alone And then I was alone Perfectly Wonderfully Awfully Finally Alone
