Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame
'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything
And I just want to change, I really want to
But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown, and
I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown
I just wanna wake up as a different person
Been living good but that's all on the surface
Been getting older new lessons I'm learning
But I'm still hurting, I don't deserve this
I just want to make the pain go away
If I try to end my life would they remember my name?
All this pain goes on and on, and it's so tragic how
I can't even get a night of sleep without this panic now
And I don't wanna die
But it's feeling like the only way out of my mind
Try to get up but I'm falling back down, no
Please, keep fighting for me, no
I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow
Please, keep fighting for me, no
I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no
Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame
'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
I swear it's something hard to try, I hate everything
And I just want to change, I really want to
But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown, and
I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown
I ran out of time for all your questions
Guess I never learned my lesson
Now I'm going away, I just can't deal with the pain
But I don't wanna see you cry anymore, no
I don't wanna see you cry
I'll end it all to keep from hurting
I'm such a burden, I'll save you from the pressure
Wish I was better
So wrap your arms around me
Pull me in so closely, I'll hold on till it's over
I'll hold on till it's over (It's over)
Please keep fighting for me, no
I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow
Please, keep fighting for me, no
I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no
Okay now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame
'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name
I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything
And I just want to change, I really want to
But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown, and
I don't wanna die I can't go down, no
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown
