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JAM - Pity Poor Alfie / Fever
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JAM - That's Entertainment
- 3
JAM - Town Called Malice
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JAM - In The Crowd
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JAM - English Rose
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JAM - Going Underground
- 7
JAM - The Modern World
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JAM - Pretty Green
- 9
JAM - Running On The Spot
- 10
JAM - Down In The Tube Station At Midnight
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JAM - In The City
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JAM - Precious
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JAM - The Eton Rifles
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JAM - The Place I Love
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JAM - To Be Someone (Didn't We Have a Nice Time)
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JAM - When You're Young
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JAM - 'A' Bomb in Wardour Street
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JAM - A Solid Bond in Your Heart
- 19
JAM - Absolute Beginners
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JAM - All Around The World
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JAM - All Mod Cons
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JAM - And Your Bird Can Sing
- 23
JAM - Art School
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JAM - Away From The Numbers
- 25
JAM - Beat Surrender
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JAM - Big Bird
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JAM - Billy Hunt
- 28
JAM - Boy About Town
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JAM - Bricks And Mortar
- 30
JAM - Burning Sky
- 31
JAM - But I'm Different Now
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JAM - Carnaby street
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JAM - Carnation
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JAM - David Watts
- 35
JAM - Disguises
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JAM - Don't Tell Them You're Sane
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JAM - Dream Time
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JAM - Dreams of Children
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JAM - Fly
- 40
JAM - Funeral Pyre
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JAM - Get Yourself Together
- 42
JAM - Ghosts
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JAM - Girl On The Phone
- 44
JAM - Happy Together
- 45
JAM - Heatwave
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JAM - Here Comes the Weekend
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JAM - Hey Mister
- 48
JAM - I Got By In Time
- 49
JAM - I Got You (I Feel Good)
- 50
JAM - I Need You (For Someone)
- 51
JAM - I've Changed My Address
- 52
JAM - In The Midnight Hour
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JAM - In The Street, Today
- 54
JAM - Innocent Man
- 55
JAM - It's Too Bad
- 56
JAM - Ive Changed My Address
- 57
JAM - Just Who Is The 5 O'Clock Hero?
- 58
JAM - Life From A Window
- 59
JAM - Little Boy Soldiers
- 60
JAM - Liza Radley
- 61
JAM - London Girl
- 62
JAM - London Traffic
- 63
JAM - Man In The Corner Shop
- 64
JAM - Monday
- 65
JAM - Move On Up
- 66
JAM - Mr. Clean
- 67
JAM - News of the World
- 68
JAM - No One In The World
- 69
JAM - Non Stop Dancing
- 70
JAM - Pop Art Poem
- 71
JAM - Private Hell
- 72
JAM - Saturday's Kids
- 73
JAM - Scrape Away
- 74
JAM - Set The House Ablaze
- 75
JAM - Shopping
- 76
JAM - Slow Down
- 77
JAM - Smithers-Jones
- 78
JAM - So Sad About Us
- 79
JAM - Sounds From The Street
- 80
JAM - Standards
- 81
JAM - Start!
- 82
JAM - Stoned Out Of My Mind
- 83
JAM - Strange Town
- 84
JAM - Takin' My Love
- 85
JAM - Tales From The Riverbank
- 86
JAM - The Bitterest Pill (I Ever Had To Swallow)
- 87
JAM - The Butterfly Collector
- 88
JAM - The Combine
- 89
JAM - The Gift
- 90
JAM - THE GREAT DEPRESSION
- 91
JAM - The night
- 92
JAM - The Planners Dream Goes Wrong
- 93
JAM - Thick As Thieves
- 94
JAM - Time For Truth
- 95
JAM - Today
- 96
JAM - Tonight At Noon
- 97
JAM - Trans-global Express
- 98
JAM - Wasteland
- 99
JAM - We've Only Started
- 100
JAM - Worlds apart
Private Hell
JAM
A mirrored image - of what you wanted to be.
As each day goes by - a little more -
You can't remember - what it was you wanted anyway.
The fingers feel the lines - they prod the space -
Your ageing face - the face that once was so beautiful,
is still there but unrecognizable -
Private Hell.
The man who you once loved - is bald and fat -
And seldom in - working late as usual.
Your interest has waned - you feel the strain -
The bed springs snap - on the occasions he lies upon you -
close your eyes and think of nothing but -
Private Hell.
Think of Emma - wonder what she's doing -
Her husband Terry - and your grandchildren.
Think of Edward - who's still at college -
You send him letters - which he doesn't acknowledge.
'Cause he don't care,
They don't care.
'Cause they're all going through their own - Private Hell.
The morning slips away - in a valium haze,
And catalogues - and numerous cups of coffee.
In the afternoon - the weekly food,
Is put in bags - as you float off down the high street
The shop windows reflect - play a nameless host,
To a closet ghost - a picture of your fantasy -
A victim of your misery - and Private Hell
Alone at 6 o'clock - you drop a cup -
You see it smash - inside you crack -
You can't go on - but you sweep it up -
Safe at last inside your Private Hell.
Sanity at last inside your Private Hell.
