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Jake Hill - Suicidal Thoughts (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - I Choose Violence
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Jake Hill - Die a King
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Jake Hill - By The Sword
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Jake Hill - Hiding in the Dark
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Jake Hill - Rip X
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Jake Hill - Use Me, Haunt Me (feat. Sim_bex)
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Jake Hill - Wake Up
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Jake Hill - Satin Black
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Jake Hill - London On My Mind
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Jake Hill - Searching for Solitude
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Jake Hill - SMD
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Jake Hill - Stay
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Jake Hill - Ain't Nothin' Better'n Bein' a Country Boy
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Jake Hill - Area 51
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Jake Hill - Coward
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Jake Hill - Enemy
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Jake Hill - Eyelids
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Jake Hill - Far Away From You
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Jake Hill - Father Time
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Jake Hill - It's Everyday Bro (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - Kratos
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Jake Hill - Mindless
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Jake Hill - nerve
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Jake Hill - Not Afraid Of Dying (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - Purge (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - Solace
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Jake Hill - Solitude
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Jake Hill - Starship 92
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Jake Hill - state of mind
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Jake Hill - The Hunt
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Jake Hill - Voidwalker
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Jake Hill - Waiting To Die
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Jake Hill - We Die Too
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Jake Hill - 2016
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Jake Hill - 38 To The Face
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Jake Hill - A Quiet Place
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Jake Hill - All Along
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Jake Hill - Anxiety
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Jake Hill - Autumn Gloom
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Jake Hill - Blood
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Jake Hill - by your side
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Jake Hill - Cantaloupe's And Natural Calm
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Jake Hill - Crash And Burn
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Jake Hill - Cycles (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - Doom (feat. Tyler Shelton)
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Jake Hill - Drama Queen
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Jake Hill - Dying Lately
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Jake Hill - Ellie!
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Jake Hill - Endless Nightmare (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - Everyday Apocalypse
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Jake Hill - Finer Things
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Jake Hill - Ghost Town (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - GT350
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Jake Hill - Help
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Jake Hill - How It Ends
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Jake Hill - I Don't Love You
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Jake Hill - I Lost Myself When I Found You
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Jake Hill - I Miss The Old Ethan
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Jake Hill - I.M.Y.S.M
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Jake Hill - JohnInTheMorning (Extended Version)
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Jake Hill - Lion
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Jake Hill - Lost Souls (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - Lowlife (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - Million
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Jake Hill - Misery Ave
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Jake Hill - miss me (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - Murderer's Regret
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Jake Hill - New Wave
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Jake Hill - Nothing Left
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Jake Hill - Nothing's Changed
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Jake Hill - Nyx
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Jake Hill - One More Night
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Jake Hill - Orlando Forever
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Jake Hill - Pewdiepie's Outro Song #2
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Jake Hill - Phobetor
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Jake Hill - Prada Coffin
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Jake Hill - Product Of The Mud
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Jake Hill - Pyscho
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Jake Hill - Revenant
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Jake Hill - Run Up! (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - Sanctuary
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Jake Hill - Selfish
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Jake Hill - Sempiternal
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Jake Hill - Set It Straight
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Jake Hill - Shooter
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Jake Hill - Siren
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Jake Hill - Sleeping All Alone
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Jake Hill - Snowflake
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Jake Hill - So Low
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Jake Hill - Storm
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Jake Hill - Stress
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Jake Hill - Substance
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Jake Hill - Suicide Forest (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - The Trash You Spit
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Jake Hill - They're Here
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Jake Hill - This Means War (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - This War
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Jake Hill - Tilted Towers (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - To The Grave (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - Twentysixteen
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Jake Hill - walk away
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Jake Hill - Waste My Time
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Jake Hill - Watch Me Wither
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Jake Hill - We Can Live Forever
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Jake Hill - Who Am I?
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Jake Hill - With You (feat. Josh A)
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Jake Hill - Wither
Suicidal Thoughts (feat. Josh A)
Jake Hill
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)
Why do I even try?
Why do I even write lyrics about how I'm living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night
Trying to find a new outlet
The devil pounced in
I hear him howling, my vision clouded
Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way
Try to be strong when I deal with the pain
(yuh) Put a bitch in the coffin, so my family has options
Gonna work till' I'm dead
So that they get the best
Don't wanna set up a bad example cause' kids looking up
Can't leave them in shambles can't make them think clocking out is ok
So fuck suicide I'm here to stay
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time, trying to find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time, trying to find the light
(nah, nah)
I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now
I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)
One too many bad thoughts inside me
Got a hole in my heart put the past behind me
I'm pressed with time, I'm stressed with life, my breath is ice
I guess I might just bottle it up some more just like always
Barely standing, crawling down the hallways
Sink into my bed, with death inside my head
(Yeah) That note you found I didn't mean it
Just wish I had a better sense of meaning
Never meant to let you down
I've been down now racing thoughts had to drown them out
(Fuck)
Never giving in I swear to god, no matter how many times I pray to a god
I don't believe in just to see if I will never wake up
But he called my bluff
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time, trying to find the light
Try to free my mind
I don't know what's right
Wasting all my time, trying to find the light
(nah, nah)
I'll be out here running, I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down find my way out of this cell now
I'll be running now, I'll be running from myself now
Gunning demons down, find my way out of this cell now
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)
(Muffled)
I'm not suicidal I don't wanna fucking die
Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright
But every day I feel like dying
Every day I feel like dying (dying)