was told that life is beautiful, Well i'm not looking through those eyes, Wished upon a star and watched it fall away, Well that's just one more thing, that could never be forever, Everything i touch turns to the opposite of gold, It could be shit, it could be coal, that's just the way it goes, Do i lead them astray, do i push them all away, I feel so cold, from the exit of my soul Don't know whether i should kill or cry, Don't know if i should live or die, Should i stand or walk away Don't know whether i should be myself or change Hold my ground or re- arrange should i stand or walk away I've been told that we live and learn, As i look through tear-soaked eyes, I'm full of scars but i'm not made of stone, And my heart's exposed, my transparent life of terror A sacred promise that's sealed by a ring of gold, It can't be bought, it can't be sold, But you have to keep a hold, Did i t hrow it away, because of my ways, It feels so cold, now t hat i have lost my soul Don't know whether i should kill or cry, Don't know if i should live or die, Should i stand or walk away Don't know whet her i should be myself or change Hold my ground or rearrange Should i stand or walk away My stomach aches as i feel the sting that runs through me Lay my head into my hands, Falling to the ground, I look up to the sky, Please help me find my way back home Don't know whether i should kill or cry, Live or die, should i stand or walk away Don't know whet her i should be myself or change Rearrange Should i stand or walk away