I'll be 20
Next year
But I dress like I'm old
Sitting down
12 hours
I could swear I'm
Growing mold
Kraft macaroni
Cooking up
On the stove
I got nowhere else to be
But I'll say I gotta go (gotta go)
Every time she tells me I should stay some more (stay some more)
Ion see no drugs so fuck it gotta go (gotta go)
Gotta go
Gotta go
I gotta go
Gotta go
Not a single hour lately I don't wanna roll
Not a single meal I wouldn't finish with a smoke
Never touch a bogie and I put that on my soul
But I light so many woods it's like a bought a pack of smokes
(Like I bought a pack of Belmonts, yeah)
Like I bought a pack of Newports
Living life like it's a crash course
Living life like there's a second try
I know you will but I don't think I'll die
So I'm giving everything a try
Where'd you get it and how much it cost?
How much of it cause an overdose
I don't wanna die but I'll get close (bitch, I'll get close)
How much of it gonna numb my soul?
Intense emotion make me curl my toes
Fuck love I feel it getting old
(Fuck love I feel it getting old)
Guccihighwaters
I'll be 20 next year but I feel like I'm dead
I look like I'm 12 and my hair is a mess
Flip the stack just like a tech deck
I ain’t smokin' gas but if I did it would be septic
I'm fuckin ballin’
They tryna intercept it
They just get crossed up
Like an intersection
Y’all my sons
Like I broke the contraceptive
She lackin' vitamin D
So she swallowed my erection
Must be my aesthetic
Shawty gimme neck
But it feel like anesthetic
I can’t feel my chest shit
My heart beatin' fast
Think it’s cardiac arrest bitch
Woah big words I think I need a dictionary
Words inducing images but this ain’t Pictionary
Write in the morning
Record in the evening
Day in the life
But I breathe for no reason
By the way girl, I gotta go
I just get inspired from the feeling of your throat
Plus it's cold out I think I see some snow
Hopefully, it sticks so I can stay inside alone
But
How much of it gonna numb my soul?
Intense emotion make me curl my toes
