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Emilie Autumn - Opheliac
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Emilie Autumn - Gothic Lolita
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Emilie Autumn - Mad Girl
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Emilie Autumn - Misery Loves Company
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Emilie Autumn - 306
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Emilie Autumn - In a World Of My Own
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Emilie Autumn - Juliet
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Emilie Autumn - 4 o'Clock
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Emilie Autumn - Epilogue: What If
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Emilie Autumn - Excerpts From the Upcoming Book
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Emilie Autumn - Fight Like a Girl
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Emilie Autumn - Funny How Things Change (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Gaslight
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Emilie Autumn - Girls! Girls! Girls!
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Emilie Autumn - God Help Me
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Emilie Autumn - Heard It All
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Emilie Autumn - Hollow Like My Soul
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Emilie Autumn - How Strange
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Emilie Autumn - I Want My Innocence Back
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Emilie Autumn - Marry Me
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Emilie Autumn - Shalott
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Emilie Autumn - Swallow
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Emilie Autumn - Take The Pill
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Emilie Autumn - The Art Of Suicide
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Emilie Autumn - Woman (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - A Letter From A Friend (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - A Plea To The Dying
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Emilie Autumn - Absynthe
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Emilie Autumn - Across The Sky
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Emilie Autumn - Alas (The Knight)
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Emilie Autumn - All my loving (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Asleep
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Emilie Autumn - At What Point Does A Shakespeare Say (poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Be silent, be still
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Emilie Autumn - Best Safety Lies In Fear
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Emilie Autumn - Blackbird Sonnets (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Bohemian Rhapsody
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Emilie Autumn - By The Sword
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Emilie Autumn - Castle Down
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Emilie Autumn - Chambermaid
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Emilie Autumn - Close (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Come Away
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Emilie Autumn - Constant
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Emilie Autumn - Constant (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Crazy He Calls Me
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Emilie Autumn - Dead Is The New Alive
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Emilie Autumn - Delirium
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Emilie Autumn - Didn't (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Don't Blame Me
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Emilie Autumn - Dreams (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Empty (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Ever
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Emilie Autumn - Everybody's Girl (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Faces Like Mine
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Emilie Autumn - Find Me a Man
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Emilie Autumn - Gentlemen Aren't Nice
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Emilie Autumn - Ghost
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Emilie Autumn - Ghost (poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Girls Just Want to Have Fun
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Emilie Autumn - Gloomy Sunday
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Emilie Autumn - Gloomy Sunday (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Goodbye (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Goodnight, Sweet Ladies
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Emilie Autumn - Homesick Sonnets (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Hoof And Lap / The Devil's Carnival
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Emilie Autumn - How to Break a Heart (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - I Could Jump The Track (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - I Cried For You (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - I Didn't Mean You (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - I Don't Care Much
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Emilie Autumn - I Don't Understand
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Emilie Autumn - I Know It's Over (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - I Know Where You Sleep
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Emilie Autumn - I Saved the World Today (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - If (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - If I Burn
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Emilie Autumn - If You Could Only Know (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - If You Feel Better
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Emilie Autumn - If You Fell Better (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - In Praise Of Cyrano (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - In Reality
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Emilie Autumn - In The Lake
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Emilie Autumn - Is It My Body (Alice Cooper Cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Lady Anne
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Emilie Autumn - Let It Die
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Emilie Autumn - Let The Record Show
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Emilie Autumn - Liar
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Emilie Autumn - Liar (manic Depressive Mix) Feat Asp
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Emilie Autumn - Little Boy (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Manipulation (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Medicate with tea
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Emilie Autumn - Miss Lucy Had Some Leeches
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Emilie Autumn - My Fairweather Friend
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Emilie Autumn - Nearer Than You (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Never Tasted Tears (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Never You Mind
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Emilie Autumn - Nothing
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Emilie Autumn - O Mistress Mine
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Emilie Autumn - On Artistic Integrity (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - One Foot In Front Of The Other
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Emilie Autumn - Photographic Memory
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Emilie Autumn - Post-Apocalyptic Love Song: Crazy He Calls Me (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Prick! Goes the Scorpion's Tale
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Emilie Autumn - Rant I (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Rant II (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Rapunzel
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Emilie Autumn - Rapunzel Sonnets (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Remember
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Emilie Autumn - Rose Red
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Emilie Autumn - Russian Bride
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Emilie Autumn - Save You
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Emilie Autumn - Scavenger
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Emilie Autumn - Second Hand Faith
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Emilie Autumn - Smirking Girl (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - So Many Fools (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Space (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Start Another Story
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Emilie Autumn - Tea Will Rock You
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Emilie Autumn - Thank God I'm Pretty
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Emilie Autumn - The Ballad of Mushroom Down (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - The Day You Love (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - The Key
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Emilie Autumn - The Muse (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - The Music I Heard Once (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - The One (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - The Star Spangled Banner (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Time For Tea
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Emilie Autumn - Try My Best (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Two Masks (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Untitled (Is It My Body)
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Emilie Autumn - Visions (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - We Want Them Young!
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Emilie Autumn - What If
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Emilie Autumn - What Right Have I (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - What Will I Remember
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Emilie Autumn - Willow
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Emilie Autumn - With Every Passing Day (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Words From The Asylum
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Emilie Autumn - Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots (cover)
Excerpts From the Upcoming Book
Emilie Autumn
So paralysed was i by the sight before me, i did not notice that we had already driven past the first of the three spiked gates guarding access to the door, until i heard it crashing to a close behind us. where am i? a short drive onward and we were at the second gate, i turned to look behind me and saw the gates closing, one after the other by power of unseen hands, or simply through years of habit more accustomed were they to being closed than opened. were these gates erected for the protection of this great establishment? for the security of these admirable administers of magical medicines? were these prison bars meant to keep intruders out, or to keep it's inhabitants in?
With each turn of the wheels that brought me closer to the last gate, i tried harder to drown out the answer to my questions with whatever music i could conjour into my head. approaching the third, i began to lose my grasp on reality. i imagined we were going in circles, driving through the same gates over and over again, endlessly circling. as though there were a certain number of rotations that must be completed before access to this unknown world was granted to us. i thought of the lock on the cabinet in my music master's study, the one with four lettered plates that had to be rotated a definite amount, and then alligned in a perfect secret order before it would open. i had once unlocked it.
I felt dizzy, and much too warm. the wind screamed around the carriage, the wheels rattled, and though the gate was close ahead, we seemed to be eternally racing towards it, making no progress. a bird, something like a raven, but a great deal larger, soared overhead, and, emitting a strange, metallic growl into the blackening sky, circled above the ever-approaching gates. as it did so, i caught sight of the sharp spikes gleaming in the pumelling rain. still galloping at full speed, i heard the muffled squeals of what sounded like a swarm of insects.
Looking out, i swore i saw, though i did not believe my eyes at the time, a great pack of rodents, perhaps a hundred, perhaps more, sleek furry bodies skimming the earth leaping over each other, black eyes sparkling. a quivering mass, they swam over the cobblestones like one creature, squid's ink, spilling into water, and infecting it with deep black in seconds. how they were able to keep up with the horses mystified me, and when the swarm dispersed, and shot on ahead of us, they darted in and out beneath the wheels of the carriage and around the horses hammering hooves, yet, were never trampled. i followed them with my eyes as they melded together again and slipped beneath the gate to the other side like a gush of dark water, the tide coming in.
It was all so ghastly, so intoxicating, my body convulsed in a quivering wave, somewhere between horror, and wild anticipation. and then, the final gate having slammed closed behind us, we were at the ultimate precipice at last. three...two...one...the doors began to open, there was an awful grinding of metal, a clashing of loosened chains. and with the skies seeming to come down around us, it appeared. the asylum.