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Emilie Autumn - The Art Of Suicide
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Emilie Autumn - Marry Me
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Emilie Autumn - Opheliac
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Emilie Autumn - Dead Is The New Alive
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Emilie Autumn - Gothic Lolita
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Emilie Autumn - Heard It All
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Emilie Autumn - In a World Of My Own
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Emilie Autumn - Misery Loves Company
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Emilie Autumn - Gentlemen Aren't Nice
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Emilie Autumn - God Help Me
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Emilie Autumn - Liar
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Emilie Autumn - Mad Girl
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Emilie Autumn - Take The Pill
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Emilie Autumn - 4 o'Clock
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Emilie Autumn - Best Safety Lies In Fear
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Emilie Autumn - Castle Down
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Emilie Autumn - Gaslight
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Emilie Autumn - Gloomy Sunday
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Emilie Autumn - Goodbye (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Goodnight, Sweet Ladies
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Emilie Autumn - Hoof And Lap / The Devil's Carnival
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Emilie Autumn - How Strange
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Emilie Autumn - Juliet
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Emilie Autumn - Nothing
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Emilie Autumn - On Artistic Integrity (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - One Foot In Front Of The Other
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Emilie Autumn - Russian Bride
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Emilie Autumn - Swallow
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Emilie Autumn - Tea Will Rock You
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Emilie Autumn - Time For Tea
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Emilie Autumn - Willow
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Emilie Autumn - 306
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Emilie Autumn - A Letter From A Friend (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - A Plea To The Dying
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Emilie Autumn - Absynthe
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Emilie Autumn - Across The Sky
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Emilie Autumn - Alas (The Knight)
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Emilie Autumn - All my loving (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Asleep
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Emilie Autumn - At What Point Does A Shakespeare Say (poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Be silent, be still
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Emilie Autumn - Blackbird Sonnets (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Bohemian Rhapsody
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Emilie Autumn - By The Sword
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Emilie Autumn - Chambermaid
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Emilie Autumn - Close (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Come Away
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Emilie Autumn - Constant
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Emilie Autumn - Constant (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Crazy He Calls Me
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Emilie Autumn - Delirium
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Emilie Autumn - Didn't (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Don't Blame Me
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Emilie Autumn - Dreams (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Empty (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Epilogue: What If
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Emilie Autumn - Ever
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Emilie Autumn - Everybody's Girl (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Excerpts From the Upcoming Book
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Emilie Autumn - Faces Like Mine
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Emilie Autumn - Fight Like a Girl
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Emilie Autumn - Find Me a Man
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Emilie Autumn - Funny How Things Change (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Ghost
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Emilie Autumn - Ghost (poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Girls Just Want to Have Fun
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Emilie Autumn - Girls! Girls! Girls!
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Emilie Autumn - Gloomy Sunday (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Hollow Like My Soul
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Emilie Autumn - Homesick Sonnets (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - How to Break a Heart (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - I Could Jump The Track (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - I Cried For You (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - I Didn't Mean You (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - I Don't Care Much
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Emilie Autumn - I Don't Understand
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Emilie Autumn - I Know It's Over (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - I Know Where You Sleep
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Emilie Autumn - I Saved the World Today (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - I Want My Innocence Back
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Emilie Autumn - If (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - If I Burn
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Emilie Autumn - If You Could Only Know (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - If You Feel Better
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Emilie Autumn - If You Fell Better (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - In Praise Of Cyrano (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - In Reality
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Emilie Autumn - In The Lake
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Emilie Autumn - Is It My Body (Alice Cooper Cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Lady Anne
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Emilie Autumn - Let It Die
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Emilie Autumn - Let The Record Show
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Emilie Autumn - Liar (manic Depressive Mix) Feat Asp
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Emilie Autumn - Little Boy (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Manipulation (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Medicate with tea
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Emilie Autumn - Miss Lucy Had Some Leeches
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Emilie Autumn - My Fairweather Friend
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Emilie Autumn - Nearer Than You (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Never Tasted Tears (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Never You Mind
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Emilie Autumn - O Mistress Mine
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Emilie Autumn - Photographic Memory
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Emilie Autumn - Post-Apocalyptic Love Song: Crazy He Calls Me (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Prick! Goes the Scorpion's Tale
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Emilie Autumn - Rant I (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Rant II (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Rapunzel
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Emilie Autumn - Rapunzel Sonnets (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Remember
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Emilie Autumn - Rose Red
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Emilie Autumn - Save You
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Emilie Autumn - Scavenger
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Emilie Autumn - Second Hand Faith
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Emilie Autumn - Shalott
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Emilie Autumn - Smirking Girl (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - So Many Fools (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Space (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Start Another Story
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Emilie Autumn - Thank God I'm Pretty
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Emilie Autumn - The Ballad of Mushroom Down (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - The Day You Love (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - The Key
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Emilie Autumn - The Muse (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - The Music I Heard Once (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - The One (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - The Star Spangled Banner (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Try My Best (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Two Masks (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Untitled (Is It My Body)
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Emilie Autumn - Visions (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - We Want Them Young!
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Emilie Autumn - What If
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Emilie Autumn - What Right Have I (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - What Will I Remember
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Emilie Autumn - With Every Passing Day (cover)
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Emilie Autumn - Woman (Poem)
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Emilie Autumn - Words From The Asylum
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Emilie Autumn - Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots (cover)
Little Boy (Poem)
Emilie Autumn
why did you have to chase me so hard
didn't your mother show you what to do
didn't your father tell you not to push
Little boy
we could have been great friends
but you frightened me to death you see
you made a rabbit out of me
and now we can't go back to being anything
perhaps I ought to thank you
for you took my innocence away
and made me cruel
how did you know I'd need that later on
you taught me to hide and you taught me to lie
and to tremble at the telephone
to scream but never cry
surely you were wise beyond your years
for you planted in me unknown fears
that since I've met time and again
I wish I could have known it then
I might have been grateful for the experience
rather than for the darkness
so useful to the hunted deer who doesn't know the way
but really I would not have known
into how many arms a girl will let herself be thrown
just to escape the one who wants her most
better to dance with ten who won't remember her name
than to be asked by one who can't forget it
Little boy
you made me feel guilt that day
which never fully went away
you told the world you hated me
and that's when I began to see
how much it must have hurt
to have dressed up in your first clean shirt
and hope like hell she'd understand
the things you felt, and take your hand
but damn you little boy I never had a chance
you couldn't see I wasn't ready
for what you monsters call romance
Little boy
you never looked at me the same
as though you didn't know my name
and in the end you made me hate myself for hurting you
but no one ever stopped to tell me what I ought to do
Little boy
maybe someday you'll walk my way
and listen to the song I play
and if you're still fond of passing notes
perhaps we'll shed our children's coats
and talk an hour or two of what's become of us and why
that finally we might say hello, forgive, and say goodbye