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The Early November - You Don't Know What It's Like
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The Early November - 1000 Times A Day
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The Early November - Call Off The Bells
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The Early November - Close To You
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The Early November - Comatose
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The Early November - Hair
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The Early November - I Think This Is Love
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The Early November - I Want To Hear You Sad
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The Early November - The Smell Of This Place
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The Early November - You Own My Mind
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The Early November - 5am On Sunday
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The Early November - A Bigger Meaning
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The Early November - A Little More Time
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The Early November - A Stain On The Carpet
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The Early November - All We Ever Needed
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The Early November - Ashala Rock
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The Early November - Ave Maria
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The Early November - Baby Blue
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The Early November - Better This Way
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The Early November - Boxing Timelines
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The Early November - Circulation
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The Early November - Come Back
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The Early November - Course of Human Life
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The Early November - Cyanide
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The Early November - Decoration
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The Early November - Denent
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The Early November - Digital Age
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The Early November - Dinner At The Money Table
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The Early November - Dream Is Over
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The Early November - Driving South
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The Early November - Ever So Sweet
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The Early November - Every Night's Another Story
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The Early November - Everything´s Too Cold...But You´re So Hot
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The Early November - Exchanging Two-Hundred
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The Early November - Fame
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The Early November - Figure It Out
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The Early November - Five Years
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The Early November - Fluxy
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The Early November - Frayed In Doubt
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The Early November - From Here To L.A.
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The Early November - Guess What
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The Early November - Guilt & Swell
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The Early November - Harmony
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The Early November - Hit By a Car (In Euphoria)
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The Early November - I Dissolve
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The Early November - I Don't Care
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The Early November - I Don't Know How To Say This
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The Early November - In Currents
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The Early November - Intro
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The Early November - Is It My Fault?
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The Early November - Just Enough
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The Early November - Like A Kid
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The Early November - Little Black Heart
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The Early November - Long Talks
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The Early November - Look At Me
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The Early November - Love Song
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The Early November - Magnolia
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The Early November - Make A Decision
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The Early November - Make Believe
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The Early November - Make It Happen
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The Early November - Make My Bed
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The Early November - Money In His Hand
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The Early November - Mountain Range In My Living Room
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The Early November - My Lack Of Skill
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The Early November - My Own Dialogue
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The Early November - My Sleep Pattern Changed
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The Early November - My Weakness
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The Early November - Narrow Mouth
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The Early November - Never Coming Back
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The Early November - No Good At Saying Sorry (One More Chance)
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The Early November - Nothing Lasts Forever
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The Early November - Open Eyes
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The Early November - Our Choice
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The Early November - Outside
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The Early November - Over My Shoulder
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The Early November - Perfect Sphere (Bubble)
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The Early November - Power Of Love
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The Early November - Pretty Pretty
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The Early November - Runaway
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The Early November - Scared To Lose
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The Early November - Sesame, Smeshame
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The Early November - Session 01
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The Early November - Session 02
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The Early November - Session 03
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The Early November - Session 04
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The Early November - Session 05
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The Early November - Session 06
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The Early November - Session 07
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The Early November - Session 08
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The Early November - Session 08 Part 2
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The Early November - Session 09
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The Early November - Something That Produces Results
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The Early November - Sunday Drive
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The Early November - Take Time To Find
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The Early November - Tell Me Why
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The Early November - That's Not Your Real Name
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The Early November - The Air Will Be Clearer
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The Early November - The Car In 20
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The Early November - The Lilac
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The Early November - The Negatives
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The Early November - The One That You Hated
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The Early November - The Rest Of My Life
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The Early November - The Sand
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The Early November - The Truth Is
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The Early November - This Is Love
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The Early November - This Wasn't In Our Plan
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The Early November - Trees
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The Early November - Uncle
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The Early November - We Grew Up The Same
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The Early November - We Write The Wrong
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The Early November - We're Finding Something Out
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The Early November - Wearing The Tie
Session 08 Part 2
The Early November
the closer I got with her,
the harder my father would try to get me to stop seeing her.
It was like he didn't want me to be happy for something.
Not like he would ever do that,
right?
He would tell me I was wasting my time with her,
I should concentrate on where I'm going to college.
You know,
I didn't want to go to college.
So when graduation came around,
I saw a completely different side of him.
The side I always knew was there.
He would say that I was going to throw away my life
and I was going to make a terrible mistake.
I guess something he was familiar with.
He would tell me I was going to be a loser
and people wouldn't respect me.
That was also the day he told me about the mistake he made, me.
I guess that was supposed to scare me straight.
Oh well.)
"No, you're just being selfish kid"
Selfish?
You didn't even raise me.
You dumped me off so you could go and make something of yourself
and care about no one but yourself.
"You don't have any idea what my life was like.
When I was 18 I was on my own.
Supporting myself and your mother,
working two jobs and going to school.
You know how hard it was to watch someone else raise my son.
You think it's easy to live with that decision."
Shut up,
at least you were able to make a decision.
"You want to make a decision.
What are you going to do? Huh?
You're not going to get anywhere playing patty cake all day
with that girlfriend of yours.
You wouldn't be able to survive one day in the real world.
You have no money,
have no job,
no common sense.
You have no idea what it takes to survive
on your own."