I married into the fly trap I sunk into suburban sand Victimized by restlessness Blacking out in the lion's mouth I laughed at the cigarette stain Inhaling black on the blinds And cried at the digital bulb blasts on the frames of my memory I am transparent Denied, segregate from the obvious Drunk and despairing sick
"I loved a girl I'll never speak to again I spoke to a girl I never stopped loving"