Hive mind is scary I feel vulnerable and stupid Waiting for a new embarrassment To go and tear right through me A dependent, fruitless animal Watch me brimming with shame
And this confidence I fake Only makes matters worse I am not a stallion, I am just perverse Hopeless, and docile, and tamed
Another day I won't remember Another day I wished away Tedious days punctuated by dismay Every day feels the same
Oh, it's the routine And it's the regret That makes me worse yet
Did I forget your name Or make a joke and no one laughed? Did I come across as stupid or did I cum too fast? This isn't a brave face, this isn't a brave face This is a mask
Now I remember It doesn't take much to make me feel small