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Crywank - Memento Mori
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Crywank - Song For a Guilty Sadist
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Crywank - Privately Owned Spiral Galaxy
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Crywank - Cool Knife Bro (feat. Guard Petal)
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Crywank - Gb Eating Gb Whilst Listening To Gb
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Crywank - It’s Ok, I Wouldn’t Remember Me Either
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Crywank - I Am Shit
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Crywank - Notches
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Crywank - Obsessive Muso With No Friends
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Crywank - A Deer Mistaking Candles For Headlights
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Crywank - Corduroy
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Crywank - Crywank Are Posers
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Crywank - Hikikomori
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Crywank - I Love You But I’ve Chosen Me
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Crywank - I Love You But I’ve Chosen Me (Part VII)
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Crywank - If I Were You I'd Be Throwing Up
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Crywank - JK
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Crywank - Just a Snail
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Crywank - Love
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Crywank - Now I'm Sad (Boo Hoo)
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Crywank - Only Everyone Can Judge Me
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Crywank - The Only Way I Could Save Myself Now Is If I Start Firebombing
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Crywank - This Song Title Was Too Long (So Now It's Shorter)
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Crywank - Waste
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Crywank - You Couldn't Teach Me Integrity
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Crywank - 18
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Crywank - A Fart At Night Resets The Balance
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Crywank - All My Political And Spiritual Beliefs In Less Than One Minute
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Crywank - An Intimate Message
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Crywank - Baby Self-Absorbed
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Crywank - Blink
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Crywank - Blood
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Crywank - Blur
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Crywank - Boosep
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Crywank - Care Not For Your Clubnights
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Crywank - Choo-Choo-Choose Me
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Crywank - Chuck And Buck, Suck And Fuck!
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Crywank - Cringey Wincer
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Crywank - Crumpledbigskin
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Crywank - Deep Down I'm American Werewolf
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Crywank - Deep Down I’m Really Kirk Van Houten
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Crywank - Deep Down I’m Really Mark Smith
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Crywank - Density
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Crywank - Do You Have PPE For Self-Esteem?
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Crywank - Don't Listen To This Song
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Crywank - Doubt
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Crywank - Drippy Droopy Pigeonhole
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Crywank - Egg And Spoon
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Crywank - Ego Is a Phoenix
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Crywank - Flower in Hand
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Crywank - Forlorn Leghorn
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Crywank - Guess Who Likes You
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Crywank - Handbong
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Crywank - Harvey Milk Shit On The Table
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Crywank - Hate
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Crywank - I Am a Familiar Creek In Your Floorboards
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Crywank - I Am In Great Pain, Please Help Me
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Crywank - I Light a Candle Where The Streetlight Up
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Crywank - I Love You But I’ve Chosen Me (Part II)
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Crywank - I Love You But I’ve Chosen Me (Part III)
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Crywank - I Love You But I’ve Chosen Me (Part IV)
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Crywank - I Love You But I’ve Chosen Me (Part V)
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Crywank - I Love You But I’ve Chosen Me (Part VI)
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Crywank - I Love You But I’ve Chosen Me (Part VIII)
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Crywank - I'm A Cliché
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Crywank - I’ll Have Some In a Bit
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Crywank - Imitating a Brief Projetion Of Gurdjieff
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Crywank - It Was a Swift Not a Swallow (I Never Listen)
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Crywank - Just A Worm
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Crywank - Langdon Alger (Entitled Monster)
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Crywank - Late Night People Watching
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Crywank - Leech Boy
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Crywank - Life In The Chalk Basket
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Crywank - Little Creepy
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Crywank - Me Me Me (Boo Hoo)
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Crywank - Nostril Tampon
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Crywank - Olivers Theme
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Crywank - On My Mind By Kylie V By Crywank
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Crywank - Paperclips
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Crywank - Poo
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Crywank - Pope Alexander
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Crywank - R.I.P Linguo
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Crywank - Self(ish)
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Crywank - Small Fish
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Crywank - Squeezing The Damp Tea Towel To It's Final Few Drips
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Crywank - The Poured Boy Of Kutná Hora
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Crywank - The Yolk That Fell Out
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Crywank - There All Is Aching
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Crywank - Thinking About a Potentially Awkward Interaction With An Old Friend (feat. Commuted)
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Crywank - Thomas Saunders Gangchant
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Crywank - Thomas Saunders Lloyd Webber
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Crywank - Time Away From Nosferatu
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Crywank - Unassimilated Normie
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Crywank - Ungrateful Son
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Crywank - Veggie Buddhist Eco Prince
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Crywank - Welcome To Castle Irwell
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Crywank - Wellington Wisp (Part I)
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Crywank - Wellington Wisp (Part II)
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Crywank - What Went Down At Holding Hands Peak
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Crywank - Who Am I???1
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Crywank - Who Is Thomas Saunders And Why Is He Significant In Your Writings?
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Crywank - Woodchuck
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Crywank - You Won't Meet A Girl Sat In Your Room Listening To Music (But Some Songs Can Still Give You Butterflies)
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Crywank - Your Own Worst Enemy Critic
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Crywank - Yuppie Gloup
Deep Down I’m Really Mark Smith
Crywank
Yes you can tell me I control my life but I feel humbled and I feel obliged
I miss not caring if what I make is good
And I miss the unproductive bullshit I love
And I miss my friends even more
And I get scared we aren’t friends anymore
Congrats to me for coming so far
Me rushing round Britain with a guitar making love to myself
How could I call it anything else?
I ruminate on the cognitive space where all contemplation is going it waste
Revolve through a cycle a figure of eight
I think about thinking about me
I know I am trying too hard
Always publicly trying too hard
I want to be cool and effortless
But every little thing is so much effort
I wonder what you think
The royal you
The chosen few
I wonder how I cause these stinks
To act natural is to be vulnerable
And so what’s the real goal
Is it just to be worshiped
As a way to like myself
Well I won’t think I deserve it
What i posit as a cure
It becomes evidence thereof
Of my fakery and flaws
And as the layers are torn off
And i return to my own space
With time alone inside my head
I’m still faced with who I am
And all i keep unsaid
What are you gonna do
What are you trying to do
What are your goals
Are you goal oriented?
So what’s the real goal
With any influence comes cowardess
The power projected on me
In the end makes me feel powerless
I’m paranoid, and yet perpetually interacting
With realms to build persona despite how it’s impacting
My ego and my friendships and my mental health
I hope I can transcend it but it’s my whole sense of self
So what the real is it to touch people with experiences which I’ve weaves into fiction
To share my thoughts and beliefs of which I hold no real conviction
Become constructive contradiction so that you can learn from me
From the safety of my pedestals built from fallacies
I know I’m the fickle fucker
I know I am the selfish lover
I know I am sad and undeserving
I know am privileged and I am also hurting
I keep being told the importance of self love
Some days I think I don’t hate myself enough
And if you relate does that make you bad?
And for making you relate does that make me bad?
And do I glorify what it is to be sad?
Should you just turn off?