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Citizen Soldier - Face To Face
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Citizen Soldier - You Are Enough
- 3
Citizen Soldier - I'm Not Okay
- 4
Citizen Soldier - Buried Alive
- 5
Citizen Soldier - Burden
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Citizen Soldier - Limit (feat. Lø Spirit)
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Citizen Soldier - Live Again
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Citizen Soldier - Strong For Somebody Else
- 9
Citizen Soldier - Always December
- 10
Citizen Soldier - If These Scars Could Speak
- 11
Citizen Soldier - Let It Burn
- 12
Citizen Soldier - Wired for Worthless
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Citizen Soldier - Would Anyone Care
- 14
Citizen Soldier - Bedroom Ceiling
- 15
Citizen Soldier - Heavy (feat. SkyDxddy)
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Citizen Soldier - Never Ending Nightmare (feat. Kellin Quinn)
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Citizen Soldier - Thank You For Hating Me
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Citizen Soldier - Where Were You
- 19
Citizen Soldier - Alone With Myself
- 20
Citizen Soldier - Comparison
- 21
Citizen Soldier - Give Up To Ghosts
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Citizen Soldier - Good Enough For God
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Citizen Soldier - If I Surrender
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Citizen Soldier - Monster Made Of Memories
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Citizen Soldier - My Own Miracle
- 26
Citizen Soldier - Tattoos
- 27
Citizen Soldier - Through Hell
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Citizen Soldier - Wish I Could Cry
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Citizen Soldier - Dead-End Life
- 30
Citizen Soldier - Deathbed
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Citizen Soldier - Empty Cup
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Citizen Soldier - Hallelujah (I'm Not Dead)
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Citizen Soldier - Scarecrow
- 34
Citizen Soldier - Soldier
- 35
Citizen Soldier - Afterlife
- 36
Citizen Soldier - Anyone But Me
- 37
Citizen Soldier - Broken Like Me
- 38
Citizen Soldier - Chasing Your Ghost
- 39
Citizen Soldier - Devil Inside
- 40
Citizen Soldier - I Hate Myself
- 41
Citizen Soldier - Letdown
- 42
Citizen Soldier - Reason To Live
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Citizen Soldier - This Is Your Sign
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Citizen Soldier - Wanted
- 45
Citizen Soldier - Who I Am
- 46
Citizen Soldier - Words That Don't Exist
- 47
Citizen Soldier - You Are Not Your Past
- 48
Citizen Soldier - 15 Minutes Of Fame
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Citizen Soldier - Caroline
- 50
Citizen Soldier - Found
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Citizen Soldier - Isolate
- 52
Citizen Soldier - Madhouse
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Citizen Soldier - Sacred
- 54
Citizen Soldier - This Is Not a Phase
- 55
Citizen Soldier - Black Hole Brain
- 56
Citizen Soldier - Death Of Me
- 57
Citizen Soldier - Different Kind of Animal
- 58
Citizen Soldier - Easy's Never Been This Hard
- 59
Citizen Soldier - First Blood
- 60
Citizen Soldier - Hand Me Down
- 61
Citizen Soldier - ICU
- 62
Citizen Soldier - irreplaceable
- 63
Citizen Soldier - Never Good Enough
- 64
Citizen Soldier - Pretend My Pain Away
- 65
Citizen Soldier - Save Your Story
- 66
Citizen Soldier - Screaming In Silence
- 67
Citizen Soldier - Still Breathing
- 68
Citizen Soldier - Stronger Than My Storm
- 69
Citizen Soldier - Take Me Down
- 70
Citizen Soldier - Therapy
- 71
Citizen Soldier - Waiting On The Sun
- 72
Citizen Soldier - Bitter
- 73
Citizen Soldier - Cannibal
- 74
Citizen Soldier - Golden Weather
- 75
Citizen Soldier - In Pieces
- 76
Citizen Soldier - Just Be Happy
- 77
Citizen Soldier - Let Me Let Go
- 78
Citizen Soldier - Pandora's Box
- 79
Citizen Soldier - Rock Bottom
- 80
Citizen Soldier - Runaway From Myself
- 81
Citizen Soldier - Suicide Note
- 82
Citizen Soldier - Victim Or Survivor
- 83
Citizen Soldier - Weight Of The World
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Citizen Soldier - Better Place
- 85
Citizen Soldier - Everyday Hero
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Citizen Soldier - Fake Friends
- 87
Citizen Soldier - Fever
- 88
Citizen Soldier - Forever Damned
- 89
Citizen Soldier - Gunshot Lullabies
- 90
Citizen Soldier - Hope It Haunts You
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Citizen Soldier - Invisible
- 92
Citizen Soldier - Kill My Memory
- 93
Citizen Soldier - Make Hate To Me
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Citizen Soldier - Mess Of Me
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Citizen Soldier - My Little Secret
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Citizen Soldier - Numb To Everything
- 97
Citizen Soldier - Say Goodbye
- 98
Citizen Soldier - Still Frame
- 99
Citizen Soldier - The Cage
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Citizen Soldier - Till Death Do Us Part
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Citizen Soldier - Unbreakable
- 102
Citizen Soldier - Unsaid
- 103
Citizen Soldier - Worst In Me
Wish I Could Cry
Citizen Soldier
Lost purpose running from my pain
I made a prison shining trauma and never found nirvana
Sold cyanide for novacaine
I've learned that there is no healing in not feeling anything
I'm just a cage of skin that threw away the key
To fall apart right now that'd feel like ecstasy but
These walls weren't built to break
I really wish that I could cry right now
I really wish that I could let this out
Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
I'm too good at holding them down
I really wish that I could cry right now
But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how
Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known
But the silence is making me drown
I really wish that I could cry
I really wish that I could cry
I've had to wear a thousand faces, be fake to just replace this
Panic that my past holds tight
Now every feeling's lost it's flavor 'cause I feel so much safer
As frozen than in fight or flight
I've learned that I'd rather suffer, I would rather agonize
Than lose the little things just for the alibi
That taste of tender love is worth a sacrifice
I'm living not alive
I really wish that I could cry right now
I really wish that I could let this out
Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
I'm too good at holding them down
I really wish that I could cry right now
But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how
Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known
But the silence is making me drown
I really wish that I could cry right now
I really wish that I could let this out
Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
I'm too good at holding them down
I really wish that I could cry right now
But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how
Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known
But the silence is making me drown
I really wish that I could cry
I really wish that I could cry
I've had to wear a thousand faces, be fake to just replace this
Panic that my past holds tight
Now every feeling's lost it's flavor 'cause I feel so much safer
As frozen than in fight or flight
I've learned that I'd rather suffer, I would rather agonize
Than lose the little things just for the alibi
That taste of tender love is worth a sacrifice
I'm living not alive
I really wish that I could cry right now
I really wish that I could let this out
Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
I'm too good at holding them down
I really wish that I could cry right now
But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how
Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known
But the silence is making me drown
My life is full of love but I'm empty
'Cause I've been so afraid of remembering
I just want to break down
I'm ready
So let me please
I really wish that I could cry right now
I really wish that I could let this out (let this out)
Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
I'm too good at holding them down
I really wish that I could cry right now (cry right now)
But I'm afraid that I've forgotten how (forgotten how)
Being numb's how I cope with the hell that I've known
But the silence is making me drown
I really wish that I could cry