Yeah, it's gettin' harder to move
I'm back on the 30s, my cup isn't dirty
But you've been diggin' up the truth
Haven't slept in like four nights now, blame it on substance abuse
Out in the deep end, I'm swimmin', I'm swimmin' again, yeah, uh
You said: Take it easy, otherwise I'm leavin'
Yeah, I don't wanna stay and watch you die, ayy
Longest that I've stayed clean, my whole body's shakin'
I'm usin' music to distract my fuckin' mind
Uh, so
I wrote this song for you
I bought these drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop
I wrote this song for you
Put down the drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
'Cause I fell in love with you
(Why do you hate me?)
I could never hate you
Despite the words that you've been sayin'
I've been havin' breakthroughs
And hopin' you were proud, just maybe
Anxiety drives me insane
And my newest addiction is pain
I know I said it was a phase
Five years later, still stuck in my brain
The letter pays due, yeah
Check the time, give me a cue, my darlin'
Yeah, I'll tie up the noose
Then I'll be swingin' from the ceilin' fan, I'll let my soul loose, yeah
I wrote this song for you
I bought these drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop
I wrote this song for you
Put down the drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
'Cause I fell in love with you
Yeah
Calm down
I've been on the come down, yeah (come down)
Goin' through withdrawals (goin' through withdrawals)
Help me when I fall, 'cause you know that I've been honest
I wrote this song for you, yeah
I bought these drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do, yeah
I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop
I wrote this song for you
I put down the drugs for you, yeah
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
Baby, it's drivin' me crazy
A thousand apologies couldn't make up for the time that I wasted, yeah
I wrote this song for you, yeah
I put down the drugs for you, yeah
I'm so in love with you, girl
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
