Yeah, it's getting harder to move
I'm back on the .30s, my cup isn't dirty
But you've been diggin' up the truth
Haven't slept in like four nights now
Blame it on substance abuse
Out in the deep end, I'm swimmin', I'm swimmin' again
Yeah, uh
You said: Take it easy, otherwise I'm leaving
Yeah, I don't wanna stay and watch you die, ayy
Longest that I've stayed clean, my whole body's shaking
I'm using music to distract my fuckin' mind, uh, so
I wrote this song for you
I bought these drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop
I wrote this song for you
Put down the drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
'Cause I fell in love with you
(Why do you hate me?)
I could never hate you, despite the words that you've been sayin'
I've been having breakthroughs
And hoping you were proud, just maybe
Anxiety drives me insane, and my newest addiction is pain
I know I said it was a ‘phase’
Five years later, still stuck in my brain
The letter pays due, yeah
Check the time, give me a cue, my darling
Yeah, I'll tie up the noose
Then I'll be swingin' from the ceiling fan, I'll let my soul loose, yeah
I wrote this song for you
I bought these drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop
I wrote this song for you
Put down the drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do
'Cause I fell in love with you
Yeah, calm down
I've been on the come down, yeah (Come down)
Going through withdrawals (Going through withdrawals)
Help me when I fall, 'cause you know that I've been honest
I wrote this song for you, yeah
I bought these drugs for you, yeah
I don't know what to do, yeah
I'm stuck in a loop, stuck in a loop
I wrote this song for you
I put down the drugs for you, yeah
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
Baby, it's driving me crazy
A thousand apologies couldn't make up for the time that I wasted, yeah
I wrote this song for you
I put down the drugs for you, yeah
I'm so in love with you, girl
I'm so in love with you
I'm so in love with you
