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Blue October - Hate Me
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Blue October - I Hope You're Happy
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Blue October - This Is What I Live For
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Blue October - Calling You
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Blue October - Spinning The Truth Around
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Blue October - Into The Ocean
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Blue October - Light You Up
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Blue October - Oh My My
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Blue October - Say it
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Blue October - Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down
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Blue October - Fear
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Blue October - Home
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Blue October - I'll do Me, You do You
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Blue October - Leave Room For a Miracle
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Blue October - The Weatherman
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Blue October - A Quiet Mind
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Blue October - All That We Are
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Blue October - Bleed Out
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Blue October - Graceful Dancing
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Blue October - I Want To Come Back Home
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Blue October - Inner Glow
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Blue October - Sexual Powership (One Big Lie) Bla Bla
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Blue October - Should Be Loved
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Blue October - The Worry List
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Blue October - We Know Where You Go
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Blue October - All I See Is You
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Blue October - Angel
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Blue October - Balance Beam
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Blue October - Balance Beam
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Blue October - Black Orchid
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Blue October - Blue Skies
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Blue October - Coal Makes Diamonds
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Blue October - Congratulations
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Blue October - For My Brother
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Blue October - For The Love
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Blue October - Hard Candy
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Blue October - How To Dance In Time
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Blue October - Independently Happy
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Blue October - Jump Rope
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Blue October - King
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Blue October - Last Look Moving Forward
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Blue October - Moving On (So Long)
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Blue October - Not Broken Anymore
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Blue October - Put It In
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Blue October - She's My Ride Home
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Blue October - Sorry Hearts
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Blue October - The End
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Blue October - The Feel Again
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Blue October - The Girl Who Stole My Heart
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Blue October - Ugly Side
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Blue October - 1222 Bay Oak Street
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Blue October - 18th Floor Balcony
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Blue October - 2am Lovesick
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Blue October - 3 Weeks, She Sleeps
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Blue October - A Better Man
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Blue October - All We Need Is Now
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Blue October - Amazing
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Blue October - Amnesia
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Blue October - Angels In Everything
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Blue October - Answer
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Blue October - Any Man In America
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Blue October - Artha
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Blue October - Been Down
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Blue October - Believe
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Blue October - Blue Does
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Blue October - Blue Sunshine
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Blue October - Break Ground
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Blue October - Breakfast After 10
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Blue October - Breathe, It's Over
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Blue October - Casino
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Blue October - Chameleon Boy
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Blue October - Clumsy Card House
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Blue October - Colorado 5591
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Blue October - Colors Collide
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Blue October - Come In Closer
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Blue October - Completely
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Blue October - Conversation Via Radio (Do You Ever Wonder)
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Blue October - Darkest Side Of Houston's Finest Day
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Blue October - Daylight
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Blue October - Debris
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Blue October - Dirt Room
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Blue October - Do You Ever Wonder
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Blue October - Down Here Waiting
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Blue October - Drama Everything
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Blue October - Drilled a Wire Through My Cheek
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Blue October - Driver
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Blue October - Drop
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Blue October - Everlasting Friend
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Blue October - Fight For Love
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Blue October - Gone Wrong
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Blue October - Goodbye To The Old Days
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Blue October - H.r.s.a.
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Blue October - Heart Go Bang
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Blue October - Hidden Track
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Blue October - Holler
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Blue October - Houston Heights
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Blue October - HRSA
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Blue October - I Laugh At Myself
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Blue October - I Remember It Too
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Blue October - I Want It
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Blue October - I Will Follow You
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Blue October - Incoming
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Blue October - It's just me
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Blue October - Italian Radio
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Blue October - James
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Blue October - Kangaroo Cry
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Blue October - Leave It In The Dressing Room (Shake It Up)
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Blue October - Leaving This Place
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Blue October - Let Forever Mean Forever
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Blue October - Let It Go
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Blue October - Let The Sandman Descend
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Blue October - Libby I'm Listening
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Blue October - Lust Is a Very Dangerous Thing
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Blue October - Magic Isn’t Real
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Blue October - Mistakes
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Blue October - Mountain
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Blue October - Mr. Blue's Menu
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Blue October - My Never
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Blue October - Now Is The Day
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Blue October - Over
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Blue October - Overweight
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Blue October - Picking Up Pieces
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Blue October - Quiet Mind
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Blue October - Razorblade
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Blue October - Retarded Disfigured Clown
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Blue October - Safe
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Blue October - Schizophrenia
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Blue October - Sexual Powertrip (One Big Lie) Bla Bla
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Blue October - Sideways
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Blue October - Silent Partner
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Blue October - Slow Down
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Blue October - Sobriety
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Blue October - Somebody
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Blue October - Stranded
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Blue October - Sway
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Blue October - Sweet And Somber Pigeon Wings
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Blue October - The 21st.
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Blue October - The Chills
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Blue October - The Flight: Lincoln To Minneapolis
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Blue October - The Follow Through
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Blue October - The Getting Over It Part
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Blue October - The Honesty
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Blue October - The Lucky One
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Blue October - The Money Tree
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Blue October - The Scar
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Blue October - The Still
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Blue October - The Way I Used To Love You
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Blue October - Things We Do at Night
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Blue October - Things We Don't Know About
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Blue October - Time Changes Everything
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Blue October - Tomorrow
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Blue October - True To Me
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Blue October - Understand
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Blue October - Voice Of a Friend
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Blue October - Weakness
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Blue October - Weight of the World
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Blue October - What If We Could
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Blue October - When You Leave
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Blue October - Where Did You Go I’m Less Of a Mess These Days
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Blue October - Where I Stand
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Blue October - While Easy Sleeps Away
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Blue October - X-Amount Of Words
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Blue October - You Make Me Smile
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Blue October - You Waited Too Long
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Blue October - Your Love Is Like a Car Crash
I Laugh At Myself
Blue October
And the world for thinking that things could actually change
Just like the old me you knew once before
Who almost destroyed and lost everything to this same damn thing
I'm once again in my head, I'm way over my head
And I can't seem to find a place to put all this pain
My hope is a fraud and I can't talk to God
I believed in the good of the world and now I'm just ashamed
I want to drink 'cause I'm mad and I'm angry
But I swore I promised my wife that I wouldn't drink again
There were so many chances I had that I wasted
As time went on by that were never to be seen again
And I never felt bad or guilty about moving on with my life
But I could never move on from you in the end
So I fight for love, come on break my heart