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Blue October - I Hope You're Happy
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Blue October - Hate Me
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Blue October - Calling You
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Blue October - Oh My My
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Blue October - Slow Down
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Blue October - Fear
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Blue October - For My Brother
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Blue October - How To Dance In Time
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Blue October - Into The Ocean
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Blue October - Congratulations
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Blue October - We Know Where You Go
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Blue October - 2am Lovesick
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Blue October - 3 Weeks, She Sleeps
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Blue October - A Better Man
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Blue October - Blue Skies
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Blue October - Coal Makes Diamonds
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Blue October - Completely
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Blue October - Dirt Room
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Blue October - Home
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Blue October - I Laugh At Myself
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Blue October - I Remember It Too
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Blue October - I Want To Come Back Home
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Blue October - Kangaroo Cry
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Blue October - Light You Up
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Blue October - Moving On (So Long)
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Blue October - Say it
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Blue October - Sway
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Blue October - The Chills
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Blue October - The Feel Again
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Blue October - The Honesty
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Blue October - The Weatherman
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Blue October - The Worry List
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Blue October - Things We Don't Know About
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Blue October - This Is What I Live For
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Blue October - 1222 Bay Oak Street
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Blue October - 18th Floor Balcony
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Blue October - A Quiet Mind
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Blue October - All I See Is You
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Blue October - All That We Are
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Blue October - All We Need Is Now
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Blue October - Amazing
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Blue October - Amnesia
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Blue October - Angel
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Blue October - Angels In Everything
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Blue October - Answer
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Blue October - Any Man In America
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Blue October - Artha
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Blue October - Balance Beam
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Blue October - Balance Beam
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Blue October - Been Down
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Blue October - Believe
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Blue October - Black Orchid
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Blue October - Bleed Out
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Blue October - Blue Does
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Blue October - Blue Sunshine
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Blue October - Break Ground
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Blue October - Breakfast After 10
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Blue October - Breathe, It's Over
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Blue October - Casino
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Blue October - Chameleon Boy
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Blue October - Clumsy Card House
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Blue October - Colorado 5591
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Blue October - Colors Collide
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Blue October - Come In Closer
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Blue October - Conversation Via Radio (Do You Ever Wonder)
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Blue October - Darkest Side Of Houston's Finest Day
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Blue October - Daylight
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Blue October - Debris
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Blue October - Do You Ever Wonder
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Blue October - Down Here Waiting
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Blue October - Drama Everything
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Blue October - Drilled a Wire Through My Cheek
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Blue October - Driver
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Blue October - Drop
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Blue October - Everlasting Friend
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Blue October - Fight For Love
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Blue October - For The Love
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Blue October - Gone Wrong
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Blue October - Goodbye To The Old Days
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Blue October - Graceful Dancing
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Blue October - H.r.s.a.
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Blue October - Hard Candy
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Blue October - Heart Go Bang
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Blue October - Hidden Track
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Blue October - Holler
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Blue October - Houston Heights
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Blue October - HRSA
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Blue October - I Want It
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Blue October - I Will Follow You
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Blue October - I'll do Me, You do You
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Blue October - Incoming
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Blue October - Independently Happy
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Blue October - Inner Glow
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Blue October - It's just me
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Blue October - Italian Radio
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Blue October - James
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Blue October - Jump Rope
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Blue October - King
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Blue October - Last Look Moving Forward
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Blue October - Leave It In The Dressing Room (Shake It Up)
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Blue October - Leave Room For a Miracle
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Blue October - Leaving This Place
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Blue October - Let Forever Mean Forever
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Blue October - Let It Go
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Blue October - Let The Sandman Descend
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Blue October - Libby I'm Listening
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Blue October - Lust Is a Very Dangerous Thing
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Blue October - Magic Isn’t Real
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Blue October - Mistakes
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Blue October - Mountain
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Blue October - Mr. Blue's Menu
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Blue October - My Never
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Blue October - Not Broken Anymore
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Blue October - Now Is The Day
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Blue October - Over
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Blue October - Overweight
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Blue October - Picking Up Pieces
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Blue October - Put It In
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Blue October - Quiet Mind
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Blue October - Razorblade
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Blue October - Retarded Disfigured Clown
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Blue October - Safe
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Blue October - Schizophrenia
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Blue October - Sexual Powership (One Big Lie) Bla Bla
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Blue October - Sexual Powertrip (One Big Lie) Bla Bla
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Blue October - She's My Ride Home
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Blue October - Should Be Loved
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Blue October - Sideways
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Blue October - Silent Partner
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Blue October - Sobriety
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Blue October - Somebody
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Blue October - Sorry Hearts
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Blue October - Sound Of Pulling Heaven Down
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Blue October - Spinning The Truth Around
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Blue October - Stranded
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Blue October - Sweet And Somber Pigeon Wings
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Blue October - The 21st.
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Blue October - The End
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Blue October - The Flight: Lincoln To Minneapolis
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Blue October - The Follow Through
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Blue October - The Getting Over It Part
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Blue October - The Girl Who Stole My Heart
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Blue October - The Lucky One
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Blue October - The Money Tree
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Blue October - The Scar
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Blue October - The Still
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Blue October - The Way I Used To Love You
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Blue October - Things We Do at Night
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Blue October - Time Changes Everything
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Blue October - Tomorrow
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Blue October - True To Me
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Blue October - Ugly Side
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Blue October - Understand
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Blue October - Voice Of a Friend
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Blue October - Weakness
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Blue October - Weight of the World
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Blue October - What If We Could
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Blue October - When You Leave
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Blue October - Where Did You Go I’m Less Of a Mess These Days
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Blue October - Where I Stand
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Blue October - While Easy Sleeps Away
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Blue October - X-Amount Of Words
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Blue October - You Make Me Smile
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Blue October - You Waited Too Long
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Blue October - Your Love Is Like a Car Crash
The End
Blue October
Worms squeezing their way through my toes
Tonight that's how it goes
I'm at your window kneeling quiet
I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right
Your heart right
Let him go!
Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor
As he embraces every inch of you
The woman I adore
I can't believe the way you're bending
Can't believe this never ending moaning asking him for more
Begging him for more
How far will I go
To make it feel right? Come home
I have to fix this on my own
Replace my heart
'Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end
Replace my heart
I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping
End
I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her
From her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot
He pleased and pleased her
I turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capable
It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go
I squeezed the life into my brain
Like pushing knives into a vein
I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside
So to the back window I crawl in silent standing in the darkness
Of my living room
This used to be my home
How far will I go
To make it feel right? Come home
I'm moving forward to the bedroom door
Replace my heart
Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end
Replace my heart
I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping
End
I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow
Enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom
I had to see this happening
He pushed himself so deep inside her
Clapping rang and bounced off every wooden walled room
And that's when all went silent blank except for the color red
As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed
I said: I know I'm not allowed to be here
I just had to see how good this new man really fucks you
'Cause you both been fucking me
So now I planned this last thing you can both do as a pair
I tie both blindfolds tight around your fucking eyes to blind your stare
I don't want to alarm you
But I figured we could end this in what seems easy quick and painless
Man, so I'll get down to business
I choose you first, there's a gun, its at your head
So laugh at me just one more time but put your face inside the bed
You sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what I've said
I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red
How far will I go to
Make it feel right? Come home
I have to fix this on my own
Then the screaming oh the screaming
It's nice to see you scared
Of such a weak and stupid husband
Who knows you never really cared
I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head
Was all this worth it knowing you have just seconds left to live?
Now think about your answer, laying face down on the bed
I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all I saw was red
I gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back
Then placed the barrel in my mouth
All I saw was black