i was driving up the northbound
its so lonely here in texas
missed the changing of the seasons blow you away
its a cold and dark december
frost is nipping at my fingers
when distance takes its toll you pull fast away
my darling i know
when morning shares its light
and snow has finally come
this peace is not quite
and i am not home
im checking my list twice
and cursing at the cold
cause i am not fine
and this is not home
i have takin you for granted
i have takin more than i gave
i have takin all your love and thrown it away
but if i cut through the silence and listen deep
i can still hear you breathing softly in my sheets
there is safety in that sound, promise in each breathe
that as long as i breath i will love you to death
when morning shares its light
and snow has finally come
this peace is not quite
and i am not home
im checking my list twice
and cursing at the cold
cause i am not fine
and this is not home
every cell signals distress
my minds unalert my muscles are so tense
digging deep to find what i need
yet stuck on the surface cause im afraid to leave
bitter winds push me below this christmas i follow
lets see where this hole goes
