Ah, oh
I've been thinkin' 'bout my past life
Tryna find the things that make me happy on a sad night
I kinda miss my friends from Belville
Only ones who know me more than anybody else will
'Cause I've been lonely chasing highs
Just wanna be with myself tonight
I wanna write a song that's not about love
Not about love, not about love
Just tryna be the best I can
Yeah, whatever makes me happy
I wanna write a song that's not about love
Not about love, tryna see it all
Just tryna be the best I can
I just wanna write my story
It's not about love
It's not about love
It's not about love, yeah
It's not about love
I've been thinkin' 'bout my family
Only ones who know enough to really understand me, uh
Maybe I'm just gettin' older
But lately, I've be leanin' on a different kind of shoulder
'Cause I've been lonely chasing highs
Just wanna be with my friends tonight
I wanna write a song that's not about love
Not about love, not about love
Just tryna be the best I can
Yeah, whatever makes me happy
I wanna write a song that's not about love
Not about love, tryna see it all
Just tryna be the best I can
I just wanna write my story
It's not about love
It's not about love
It's not about love, yeah
It's not about love
Uh
It's not about love
It's not about love, oh
It's not about love, yeah
Oh
