Life ain't what I thought it was
I need a re-refund, oh
They tried to take me for a fool
Playing by the rules is something I couldn't do
I need a re-refund
So, what these people want from me?
Oh I, oh I
I tried to do it for the charts
I tried to do it from my heart
Since I was four, I was taught
To be better than the next man
That ain't in your plan, mmm-mmm
Mmmmmm
So I'ma try again
So tell me why don't I
Give you all my life
I just can't get it right
Do you even know what this feel like?
Yeah, I been on 10 since 10 this morning
We should've talked but I'm stressed from touring
Looking for answers where I'm at is feeling foreign
But it's crazy I'm still scoring
I feel
Some days I got this
Some days I'm not it
You said I'm righteous
But I don't feel righteous
I've seen my idols fall
I had my rivals call
Been insecure like Saul
But I can't lose it all
This nothing I don't know
Can't have my family broke
That's why I'm trying
I'm tryna find me
But she hope this pressure make a ring
And I know
That it's time
To make up my mind
I can't let these people down
God help me please
I been in my head
And I know
That I ain't been the best today
But I'ma try again
Hey Aaron
Just wanted to reach out to you real quick
Let you know I love you, how proud I am of you
Was just thinking the other day
Of us on 705 Chester Street
Your momma was tryna teach you how to rap
I think I did really good
My first born, baby boy
